THICK WALLS AROUND MY HEART -GUARDING IT?
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Posted:Feb 15, 2020 2:23 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2020 3:43 am 1091 Views
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Few days back, when i was chatting in the room, ny very old friend 'indigo" ALIS 'kah' ALIES 'cats', to whom I was the first to well-come in IFF suddenly said " Hungry all the time there were very thick walls around your heart. Was impossible for any girl to touch it"
yeah, she was right. Many girls were wanted to be with me and even they were fighting in the room on me. it wasn't fun for me that time too so i was always telling them all Not to fight atleast on me because i an neither looking nor will ever be interested in anyone from online world.
But is't the fact, Those Self Built thick walls too r becoming weak with the time and some even without my knowledge getting the success in piercing those thick guard walls?
CONFUSED NOW !
Have I been told, “Always guard your heart”?
I don't remember that ! But if it's case , considering the present situations am facing ( dunno willingly or unknowingly!) to guard my heart can be good advice ... But I find it a little vague. It begs the question, "what precisely am I guarding my heart from? And how would I go about protecting it?" I would like to spend some time looking into these questions further because if I can figure out how to protect my heart, I believe I can avoid a lot of pain and problems.
So first…What do I need to guard my heart from? I believe the main thing that we are protecting our hearts from is believing lies from the world ...lies about.....our value, what brings happiness, how to spend our time, what is good, what is beautiful, what’s most important ...WHO'S MOST IMPORTANT ! Am i changing my priorities just for Love? Or i Am changing myself from Liberal to Possessive?
Well this may sound too simple to find the answers of above questions,, but for that I need to fill my hearts with TRUTH and believe it, so that when a LIE comes my way, I am ready to fight it off with the Truth.. But am I sure ,Those thick walls I built around my heart are still stronger to accept the Truth? I doubt.
In all my years being here in IFF and FF , interacting with , young and adults I have combatted so many lies that have caused extreme heartache.
Is it necessary for me to stay away from those extreme heartache I need to protect my heart from Dating Relationship?.
Do i am happy with the new feeling i may be started feeling unknowingly?.am I valuable only when I have a girlfriend says she loves me? if it is then what on i was feeling previously ' I am valuable because I am very carefully and wonderfully made by a God loves me.My value does not depend on another person’s opinion of me?....I need to start believing once again what i was feeling in the past. If I live for someone’s praise, I will die by their rejection.I need to understand that my girlfriend didn’t define my value. God does.
is it possible for me ever in life if my girlfriend turns to bad behaviors, I can ignore my girlfriend's bad behaviors?. will I be able to change her? .
In my very successful career as an Engineer, Company owner, Player. Social Activist, Politician, I have always observed , a disrespectful person will most likely stay disrespectful, an addict will often stay an addict, a cheater will often stay a cheater until THEY decide to change. You can encourage someone to make better choices, support them and pray for them, but don’t think your love alone will change them. I need to believe and trust my own observations . I won’t ignore bad behaviors and naively believe the other person will change. I need to be ready to protect my heart from getting too deep into a relationship with someone will hurt me.
For some reason, I made some profiles on A D U L T FRIENDFINER site very recently ( of them 2 I killed and remaining one is ready to enter in the grave). I saw, what guys but even girls from there too think and take "Sex is not a big deal"!
I always feel shocked when some says " Sex is Not A Big Deal"! SEX IS A BIG DEAL ! It is not just a physical act. It is deeply emotional. Rushing into sex because of raging hormones clouds your judgment of the other person and can lead to a relationship built on nothing more than lust.
I trust in staying strong enough to wait.I am strong enough and worthy enough to wait to have sex until i get a trustworthy, loyal and honest girl., I need to save myr heart from feeling empty or perhaps used or cheap when the relationship ends.
I AM WAITING FOR SOMEONE ADVISING ME ONCE AGAIN " STRENGTHEN THOSE WALLS YOU YOURSELF BUILT AROUND YOUR HEART AND GUARD YOUR HEART HOW YOU WERE GUARDING IN THE PAST"
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MY PRE ‘VALENTINE’S GIFT TO MY ‘ LUSTY GIRL-SONU’ …HUNGRY’S “ ANIMALISTIC GROWLS”! lololol
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Posted:Feb 12, 2020 6:46 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2020 6:49 am 1604 Views
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Plan of celebration of this Valentine's Day with my beautiful SONU ......Saniya883 for U ALL 
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I knocked her door, She opened it with sexy smile and red Rose in the hands.
She was looking more hot and beautiful even than any Fairy.
She welcomed with tight hugs and asked for her gift!
I just put my hands on her shoulders and started massaging her ne ck
And SONU got....she is going get the most Romantic Gift on the earth..massage by the skillful fingers of a lover.
She peeled of her skin tight dress, and my finger tips began gently exploring her body.....
My hands slowly made it's way up inner thigh and grazed her 'Door T o The Heaven, god created only for m e t o enter'.....
She took a deep breath in and allowed herself to relax ... As I started to apply the Massage Technique, her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and she lost control of her breathing. Her hips began to writh, her back arched. And the muscles between her legs contracted involuntarily.
She could hear herself self moan as a dug her nails deeper into my chest. she began to buck wildly as if riding bull in the rodeo. her moans became screams, and I was sure the neighbors could hear her from all the way down the bloc
She didn't care ...she just didn't want t o stop m e.
Then she came ....Hard .....Harder than she ever had before.
A wave of pure ecstasy washed over her, as juices flowed down my fingers. Still shaking, She could not believe it but she had just experienced the most intense body -quaking o r gasm of her life.
Better than the kind she'd read about in erotic novels and chat rooms.
When she looked into my eyes, she saw a level of confidence she had never seen before ...The same kind of confidence and power she's about to experience.
I feel she swear I am the Greatest Lover she ever had.
She ca'’t stop thinking about me and how I made her feel.
Queen of my Dreams.... SONU ............
PLAIN ANS SIMPLE…YOU WILL BE ADDICTED
You will always feel if you are now missing something deep there and wants it ba ck
And don't be surprised if you see an incredible transformation in you.
You will know the combination or soreness and emptiness can only be field having m e inside you ...No matter how cold, distant, introverted, or conservative in bed you may be.
You will find yourself uncontrollably tightening and clenching you ( ???  )right before you explode with o r gasmic pleasure ....Everything will be much closer worship.
You will feel , you are a very lucky girl t o feel my fingers running all over you. I will be more exciting then your darkest se .. xual fantasy.
And you will become the most LOYAL, LOVING and DEVOTED I'he ever met.
The kind of a woman who loves nothing more than bend over backwards and make me happy.
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EVEN ' LEOPARDS' TOO GUARD INDIAN ARMY'S ' ARTILLERY'
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Posted:Jan 24, 2020 8:21 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2020 3:47 am 898 Views
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Hmmmmm doesn't it sound very strange ?
yeah It's !
But it's a reality and no one else but Am the " WITNESS"!
On this 16th Jan before leaving for B'lore for my one project, some of my YO friends ( YO is the official short form for Young Officers serving in defense ..especially who are passed out from NDA) invited me for Night Out Party at 'SCHOOL OF ARTILLERY' which is Only one in India and approx 200 km away from Pune.
When we were enjoying our Night out Party, at around 1.30 am we were passing near by a World Famous ARTILLERY GUN which is a Pride Of an Indian Army too.
And we saw Him! Such a 'Beautiful and Honest SOUL' ...keeping watch on our every moment just from a distance of 30 feet While Guarding the' Pride On India ' as his own personal property.
Was impossible for me , Not to Catch That Honest Soul guarding our national pride as his own Pride.....
Sharing here with what my Mob Cam got in it's lens !
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I MISS YOU ... :X :X :X
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Posted:Jan 16, 2020 7:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2020 3:48 am 916 Views
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We always wonder that when we miss someone, is it because we love that person, we like that person or maybe it's just an infatuation? We keep on fighting with ourselves that what’s the reason for missing that person? Some time we also miss people we hate. Many times we also miss people we fight all the time but when they are not around, ( like how many of us including me miss the owl when not on the branch of ff tree !) .
But, when you want to continue relationship with the person you keep on missing, you need to be clear with your intention. According to me there might be following reasons:
You also miss someone special when you are in love with that person
Whatever may be the reason, I would say it’s a very nice feeling to miss someone. You keep on thinking about that person whole day and night or if it’s worst you might start imagining him/her near you.
Many people feel that it’s the worst feeling to miss someone, but I totally disagree with this. I feel it’s the sweet pain and you can for sure enjoy missing someone. The only thing you need to remember is that you have to miss the golden moment you spend with each other. Please don’t ever miss bad times you spend with that person. Always try to cherish the good moments and it will surely bring a smile on your face.
Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart
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MY REPLY TO PRECIOUS ON BLOG " Saniya_883 & Many " Other" Political commentators on this site."
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Posted:Aug 8, 2019 8:10 am
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2020 7:53 pm 940 Views
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My Precious Bro..
there is a specific nature of any Shouting Brigade ...no one from them ever knows a thing on the issue they are shouting!
Ask any one from them.....what is Article 3 of the indian constitution because of which till now India is united.Ask anyone what is the Article 370 and 35A and how it worked till now and which constitutional provision..What is Article 371 of constitution and why Aandhra...and all extreme north east states are protected the constitution with some special rights and even this Govt too not dared to touch Article 371.Cus the moment Govt. will touch 371 all these North-East INDIAN STATES will start supporting the china.
It's not the Only issue of J&K but the way of Govt which is destroying the foundations of our constitution which atleast till now kept India United as a Union of States.
how many from this shouting brigade knows even hydrabad.....Junagad and J&K all three states gave their consent to merge in the Pakistan in 1947. But because of the Congress especially the Liberal Image of Neharu...the localites started war against ruler of that time and then Indian DEFENCE FORCES supported them. and then those states merged in India.
I feel shame on those here who published something like this " wait...now you can marry Kashmiri girls! Salon...when your own s i s t e r marries some one from Hindu but from Lower Cast you k i l l her on the name of honor killing......Don't u feel shame on yourselves for making jokes on those girls who are too sisters of someone else! Bhadave ....INAKI BAHENE DEVIYAN....AUR KYA BAKI BHAYEEYONKI BAHENE RANDIYON KI BETIYAN?
LUND.LESS HIJARE ! 
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IS INDIAN DEMOCRACY GIVING BIRTH TO ANOTHER " NAZI RAJ"?
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Posted:Aug 5, 2019 8:48 am
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2019 10:56 pm 909 Views
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GENERALLY I NEVER WRITE A THING ON ANY POLITICAL ISSUE JUST BECAUSE THIS WAY OR , I AM THE PART OF IT.
But the events taking birth in last 48 hrs i feel Indian Democracy giving a birth to " New Nazi Raj "........Every democratic procedure is waved up to get the things done.
Are we really standing on the border line of civil revolution?.... and who will be the victims? as my views and knowledge.....Only Defence Forces !
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is it the new strategy of diverting our minds from finan,,cial crisis...to National Pride on the c o s t of the Notion...India is the best example of "Unity In diversity" ?
or Ambani..Adani need more land to expand their tourism business capturing the lands in J&K which is impossible under clause 370 and 35A ?
Don't U think it's a MISADVENTURE for Indian Constitution and Democracy ?
Will it be our fate to see Civil war even in our India?
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MY FF FRIENDS.. ARE YOU “DOING IT ” ENOUGH TIMES ?
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Posted:Aug 3, 2019 11:35 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2019 11:37 pm 975 Views
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MY FF FRIENDS.. ARE YOU " DOING IT " ENOUGH TIMES ?
My S EX Y and HOT FF FRIENDS, i am damn sure you must have asked the question many times 'How often should we need to enjoy s ex"? . Chances are, you've asked this question yourself. Maybe not out loud. But you've wondered.
You’ve wondered whether you're having too little.
You've wondered if your partner wants it too much.
You've wondered if maybe there's something off about your relationship, because your friends seem to be having more sex than you are.
Really, when you wonder how often you should have sex, what you're really asking is -
Am I Normal? Are We Okay?
Here is 'Hungry's Equation' ..."You + Your Partner = Impossible To Categorize"
Everyone has a different s ex drive and drive changes depending upon many factors including your age, health, stress level, the of sleep you get, how hard and how many hours you are working, how consistent your s ex life is, your gender and genetics, etc.
If the s ex drive in one person changes naturally, then consider how complex the picture gets when you have two people - each with their own fluctuating desire.
’s why there's really no "normal" when it comes to s e..x - and how often you should be having it.
It really depends upon the two people involved, including what they are each going through, feeling and needing in their lives at time.
So there is no "right answer" to the question of s ex ual frequency.
Actually my very precious FF Friends, inspite of asking " how many times " it is essential to ask " WHY Do You Have S e x ? "
Has it ever occurred to you people have s ex for different reasons? The frequency of s .ex - like showers or eating or anything else we do in life - is determined WHY we do it. And we have s e .x for different reasons at different times:
To bond with your partner
To relieve stress
To have fun
To feel good physically
To avoid an argument
To make up after a fight
To take care of your partner
For some couples, each partner wants s e .x for a different reason. For example, she may primarily use sex to feel more connected to her man, while he uses it to release the stress of the day.
When you look at WHY you have s e .x - and why your partner wants it - you'll start to see a connection between those reasons and how often you have it.
the way, if you don't know the reasons why your partner has s ex, discovering the answer together is an excellent exercise can build deeper intimacy. For now, remember WHAT HUNGRY TELLING YOU HERE
" Your S e x ual Connection Is Unique, So It Defies Mathematical Formulas "
Think of this magical and mysterious fact:
When you and your partner come together s ex ually, you are creating something has never existed before. Your union-consisting of two wholly different people-has never occurred before and will never occur between anyone else.
Thinking of s e x  this way gives it the reverence it deserves. 's why it's pointless to compare your relationship with any other. The "right" sexual frequency for someone else is not necessarily going to work for you.
What's more, your relationship today is different than it was last year, and it will be different yet again tomorrow.
In My NEXT and LAST blog of this season i will give some tips to my very hot and wonderful FF Friends on S e x u a l Honeymoon !
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MY THOUGHTS ON SINGLE GIRLS IN FF
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Posted:Jul 28, 2019 7:06 am
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2019 10:56 pm 1104 Views
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MY THOUGHTS ON SINGLE GIRLS IN FF
Dear Friends
Probably my this post is the second last post in this season. The field in which I work, every year re-activates it's full fledged activities since from August ( after Heavy Rainfall Season) and work with full efficiency till January end...till the dawn of our Indian Fiscal Year Ending season.
I have seen many beautiful and real classy single women here in IFF and FF are unique in their . Many times even in the past i thought on why they are still singles?
Many times i asked myself 'Why is it a great woman like those are still single? They have so many things going for them, but no matter how hard they try, they can't find the man they are meant spend the rest of their life with.
I have seen in the IFF and even FF rooms, Members constantly tell Girls they're a great catch in rooms and even blogs, and this makes them especially frustrated. Because when it comes meeting a man won't disappear, will treat them well and give them butterflies ... it feels hopeless. No matter what they do, every guy they meet lets them down. The man left them breathless on a first date? He never asked them again. The boyfriends they were in love with? They strung girls along for months before finally admitting weren't ready commit. The witty, adorable guy made some feel giddy and got her hopes up about her future? He did a slow fade after she slept with him, leaving her dejected and wondering "why?"
How many sleepless nights has she spent second-guessing herself or wishing for a different outcome with a man? Her feelings boil down this:
"Everyone she wants, doesn't want her and everyone wants her is someone she doesn't want ...It's no wonder she feels heartbroken and powerless.
No wonder if she starts feeling " Dating sucks"! If men have ghosted her in the past, or have come on strongly disappear after a few amazing weeks of dating, she probably believes a lot of men are frakey, immature jerks. If a man broke up with her after she slept with him, or cheated on her, she probably think all men would sleep around if given the opportunity.
In short, all these bad experiences have left her with some pretty DESTRUCTIVE BELIEFS about men and dating.....She starts thinking 'Men are confusing because they say thing and do another' or 'Men can't be trusted ' and many like these.
But Girls, do you know " Too bad these beliefs are 1 0 0 % False.." ! These beliefs are causing you feel anxious about dating because you believe you can't be yourself and attract the kind of man you want. They're causing you accept bad behavior from men, or date men aren't right for you. Trust Hungry and his words " You don't deserve this kind of love life, and you don't have accept it.'!
Inspite of giving up , IF You Have the Wrong Ideas About Men and Dating, You Need Change Them NOW. Mistake of trusting wrong beliefs on men is Ruining Your Love Life And You Don't Even Know It! Learn Why Men Fall Head Over Heels For Some Women And Not Others ... And How Be Of Those Women!
What You Girls Think Men Want Are The Very Things Repel Them. We Men Fall In Love With Your Hearts . Your Step by Step Roadmap To Our Hearts will make WE BOTH very happy.
WISH YOU ALL ANGELS FROM THE HEAVEN OF THE BEAUTY,,," BEST OF LUCK "
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