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lani666
(lani 666)
63F
98 posts
9/12/2008 3:19 am

Last Read:
2/12/2011 5:30 am

A letter to My Head

A Letter To My Head

I hear a crow calling my name.
The ticking of a clock.
Time passes with every whisper.
With my head upon the block.

The sound of cars as they pass.
Are like the sounds of crashing waves.
Upon the shore, my soul sits waiting.
For the sun to rise again.

With the dagger in my chest.
And the lies that lie uncovered.
I will one day be at rest.
And no longer feel smothered.

And the truth at last will see.
Will show the True-You on your knees.
The mirror of your darkness.
Before your self as it should be.

The pain that you should feel .
Will be the hurt that truth reveals.
Upon the path of lies and pain.
You chose to take ,You cannot heal.

Time passes now ,it does not wait.
Like a whisper in the breeze.
I hear the crow calling my name.
The wind whistling through the trees'.

Your soul is lost to darkness .
Your mind cannot return .
To once the love it held so great.
Your heart will forever burn.

You'll never feel love again.
The tenderness and care.
These precious things I gave to you.
Never again I wouldn't dare.

My head sits on the chopping block .
Waiting for the axe to fall.
The key that once my heart unlocked .
Is buried within the wall.

The wall it lies within its self
on ground that’s hard to tread
The earth cannot be trod upon
My heart lies in my head.

To enter such a lonely place
Would never you return.
So keep your distance
Head these words.
For you my heart won’t burn

Time passes now ,it does not wait.
like a whisper in the breeze.
I hear the crow calling my name.
The wind whistling through the trees'.

Your outstretched arms.
Are beckoning .
for me to come to you.
But I will not return to what we had
Your love is not so true.

You see
I no longer am the girl .
That once gave her heart and mind .
To someone whom was trusted more
My love it made me blind

My heart beats with cautious longing.
For the love that i once held.
My heart was crushed ,My soul destroyed.
I feel so repelled

I am not the silly girl .
That once gave her heart for your keeping.
That silly girl is all grown up
And wary to all the creeping.

You cannot have what you once had .
Nor I cannot the same.
We are two souls that lost the trust.
And love, we must refrain.

Time passes now ,it does not wait.
like a whisper in the breeze.
I hear the crow calling my name.
The wind whistling through the trees'.

You are the father of my
And this is why I’m here.
They need you more than words can say .
I will not disappear.

You think its ,oh so simple
To be together as one again.
But trust that lies so deeply crushed.
You Can never again amend.

I hope That peace will someday come.
To you and me alike .
For I forgive you all your sins
But emptiness you leave inside .







pigtails4
(jue s)
57F
2023 posts
9/13/2008 9:01 am

beautifully written,powerful because its says so much,i feel sorrow and hurt beyond belief,if this is truly how you feel,then i hope you heal totally one day,though i sense things will never be the same again,i understand your pain and grief. hugs you tight,god bless sweetness.xx

come and roll in the mud i wanna get dirty.