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OVER.. END...FINISH... Peter send me an email two days ago. Reply from my previous mail ask where we're going. He seemed.. quit.. stop..had enough from this relationship. Two month old. hahahaha... short of new record for me. If you ask how sad i am.. well.. i am sad. Especially because seemed he's not breaking me up as gf/bf things.. but also break up from our friendship. First i feel sad, and then i feel mad, and now at the 3rd day after he sent the mail i feel nothing. I will copy his mail.. (well sorry guys its a very dissapointing things) I feel so far a part now, i quite often feel stressed. I am wondering how we could ever make the relationship ever work. I starting to move into a period of long-term financial commitment and i not sure when i will be able to visit Indonesia again. I starting to feel that we are going down a road with no meeting point at the end. Perhaps at the start of our relationship we had dreams which don't form any true reality. I not sure what else to say. There you go. Hahahaha.. i don't know how to answer this mail.. so.. i didn't answer his mail. Its like he threw away our friendship for 2 years just like that. I know he is being rational. I UNDERSTAND what he's going thru. What i cannot accpet is he's quit so fast. Its just like what we had at past mean nothing.. which is making me mad. But at the end, i am type of person whos never look behind. I could forget him.. need time but yeah.. i know i could. I don't know what to say to him. I don't know what to expect from him anymore. I am not stalker, i am not pusher. If he said he want to try, he willing to try, i would fight this relationship with him. But he's quit !!! Relationship need two person... i can't do this by my self.... |
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6/24/2008 12:52 am |
Good attitude here...do what works for you, that is the only thing that matters no matter what. Sorry, this is it for you two but that is how some relationships end. Good luck
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Good attitude here...do what works for you, that is the only thing that matters no matter what. Sorry, this is it for you two but that is how some relationships end. Good luck Sad and hurt.. but yes.. i will move on !!
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6/24/2008 1:32 am |
Yeah it can be disappointing for us all, Like me, I just keep busy... Best regards, Clarencio,   FlashMedic Yesterday reminds us Tomorrow never knows 
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6/24/2008 2:38 am |
Does he think that there is no other option, other than BF/GF? Break ups are never fun or easy. So many emotions to deal with. Just keep in mind that you are not alone. Millions go through it. It is a process that is painful and yes sad. The shock and depth of pain varies, from relationship to relationship, but it's still hurts. How you allow it to affect your future is the thing you have to cope with. Will you, can you, recover and be unaffected, as little as possible, by it? We are shaped by our experiences and you will no doubt use this experience as a forewarning in future relationships, but if you cannot learn to trust again then can you have a true relationship again? That is a lot to think about, for now just heal your pain and know that you are not alone, many of us have been there and felt that  It just takes time to sort things out. I wish you peaceBill Standplatz und liefert
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still hard for me.. i just want to leave the mail for a while..
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I thought it would be different. I know internet since i was 16. It was more than 12 years. I know how the internet romance are mostly could be dissapointing. But most of relationship that i had never last more than 2 years over internet.. because wether the guy or me meet someone in reall world. Or other thing that made us not chat or mailing anymore. But with Peter we constantly mailing each other almost everyday for 2 years. I think you are right, Peter got scared... and hes running away from me !  attitude.I will give him some space for sure.. let this relationship hanging here.
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