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colt785 45F
34 posts
2/24/2008 2:34 am
Sadness

Am I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
that I have never seen the light of day.

The past never happened,
the future will never come,
and the present isn't real.

Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else,
The day warms the lives of everyone,
but me.

Happiness lies near,
but my mind won't let my heart reach for it,
and happiness never knew.

I live in a prison,
solitary confinement.
Fear is my guard.

Nothing stops happiness from reaching me,
only me from it.
I am sure that if I can ever grasp it
that the barrier will be forever shattered.

How do you break through invisible bars?
What is it like to touch something you've never had?

I am confined to myself,
Just me and my sadness.



jake_633 65M
9155 posts
2/24/2008 3:57 am

Dang wumman you need to get yer cheery pants on. Welcome to the bloggyverse missus.


jiffyblue 72M

2/24/2008 4:43 am

What on earth do you have to be sad about? You're young, beautiful, talented, and have a great tan. I've dealt with depression through the years. It ends when you get tired of feeling blue. Happiness is a choice. Drop your depression like a bad habit.



jiffyblue


777eli 62F

2/24/2008 5:07 am

Did you write this ?

you need to know, that this is temporary sweetie.... you will get through it.

If you need a friend to talk to, email me if you can.

hugs
eli


colt785 45F

2/25/2008 2:46 am

Thanks to ya'll I appreciate all of the thoughts and advises..and the warmth welcome at blogsville..

marie


jiffyblue 72M

2/25/2008 7:37 pm

Marie, my gift to you.

I was inspired to create this bling by your beauty,
both inside and out.


jiffyblue


colt785 45F

2/26/2008 4:28 am

thanks alot jiffy..that is so wonderful...thanks all for the encouragement...i will take all your advises..


royalpurple
(Lei I)
44F
3188 posts
2/26/2008 6:24 pm

Hello marie

I took the liberty to call you by your name. Please
advised me so if you do not prefer me addressing you with
your monicker

this is so melancholic, dahlen. Here, have a friend.
We can all be your friends here in FF community.

Welcome to the blogs!

Hugs,
Lei


From my heart to yours, Love and Light!


Snow_Fall_Shorty 69M

2/27/2008 10:38 am

If you really do feel that way, my advise to you is to talk to a professional. Some one that can really help you out.

Now me, I am homeless. Living in a tent in southwest Florida. There is no work here and I collect cans to take to the scrap yard to make money. With my life the way it is I could be depressed but I think that if I try hard enough things will eventually get better.