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fragile May 30, 2008 1:44 am
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everything is so fragile
i am thinking if there is one thing so pertect that is worthy of scraficing my life to do it.
i want to know?
i am fragile
emotiona is fragile.
relationship is fragile
what is stable?i have no idea.
i feel frustrated.

sometimes i have no choice though it seems that i have choice.but it is not.
i have no choice.i have made choice long time ago.so i have to stick to it.i can not change it at half way.

i can not go.i have to responsible for myself.
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marriage May 27, 2008 6:54 pm
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my youngest aunt has a risk of marriage.
her husband has an affair with a young lady.
ironically,my aunt just had a little boy,you know in the village,people prefer male.i think that things will be gonna better.why?
he betrayed her at this time.
how can he do this to her?my aunt has done so much for the family and sacrifice everything,her carreer.she does not deserve this.i can not understand.she is too kind,generous.is it her fault?
he asked for her forgiveness.we do not prepare to let it go easily according to my mom' idea.i really can not think out what is wrong.he said,he just makes use of the girl to earn money.how?nothing.
marriage is unsafe.others,ourselves.we shall rely only on ourselve.it is a lesson to me,i shall learn from it.
now i had a problem.i doubt marriage.
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push May 26, 2008 7:44 pm
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do not push me so hard.
i feel frustrated.
i do not want to search for job.
because i am tired.
the more they push,the less i want to do it.
let me go.
i am too stupid to think that way.
i guess, i can take my time since i do not need to worry about where i shall live and i can eat
it turns out that i am right,but there is one thing that will kill me.my mom pushes me so hard.
never mind,take my time ,do the right thing for myself.
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feel sick May 26, 2008 7:22 am
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this afternoon, i had a nightmare,
in the dream,i could not wake up,though i tried to open my eyes,i failed for many times.i tried to pull off my blanket,but it did not help.
i kept trying,at last i open my eyes and i wake up.it is aweful,i had such dream for several times.
it seems that i sleep for too much time,and i could not wake up.
oh,
this evening,i feel uncomfortable,i think that it may be because of the nightmare.i am wrong.i get a headache again,wow,what is wrong.
help me.
i hate headache.i think it is away,now it is back.
help.
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太阳 May 25, 2008 6:00 am
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嘴巴里有两个小太阳了.
我想如果,心里长出一个太阳,就可以温暖
我自己.
可是嘴巴里的太阳好疼,不知道怎么跑出来的.
好事将近吧
呵,背负着些须的不开心上路
谁都是这样了.
以为了不起了是吗,告诉我不在乎
暧昧的样子有点讨厌.
关我鸟事.
受不了.
累一点点.
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depart May 25, 2008 4:44 am
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a friend will be gonna leave soon.
i went to chang'an to see her and spent one and a half day with them.
i missed them.
i am a person who are easy to forget and easy to cry.
hehe
we went shopping,but i but nothing at all.i did not plan to buy anything at all too.i did not have too much savings.
i plan to buy a colourful skirt this summer.
i am eager to earn money.oh,my god.
we went to sing songs too.i did not sing much.
i am really not good at singing.
i need to practice more.
i am gonna love it.
i cried when key told me that she felt sad.
when she sat besides rain,i really can not stand it.my tears came out.
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crazy May 21, 2008 9:20 am
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my mom want to sell her house,while a friend introduced another friend to buy it.they offer my mom very low price.i really could not bear it,so i wanted to leave.i kicked out the plastic stool.is it what a friendship meant to be?
i dislike my father .sometime.he always fight with my mom.he is mad at my mom with no reason.
sometimes i really do not want to forgive everything he did to my mom.
i really mean to.whatever!
crazy father,he is.i can not be the crazy daughter.
i hate sufen,luo he li.i hate them.
i do not like them at all.
i lost my temper this afternoon.
i hate the world.
i hate so many things.
i cried.
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truth May 20, 2008 9:39 am
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the truth is that you make strange impression on me.
if you do not want to go further,let us stop it,i will not try.i will forget it.
ok,let it be,why shall i consider it?i do not care.
what i care most is my job.my career.
i am so tired.i am really tired.
i went to the labour market and i get no result.i sent two or three resume.i am not sure if i can get any response.
there is a funny thing that i told a trade company i prefer a factory because i guess it is a factory.well.so stupid.in fact,i do not care if it is a factory or trade company.
well.the two company i applied for international sales,they promise if they want me they will call me on the second day.no feedback,ok,i will keep searching.
i just watched two movies,i feel so so.
it is a rainny day.
i will not judge myself through this thing.i am be ok for so many years.i will be better in future.i guess so.
let it go.job,job,job.i need it urgently though everybody told me that i shall not worry about it so much.i am trying.
what to say?
i do not know.i will not take intiative.i am still who i am.
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关于 May 18, 2008 1:36 am
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关于那些过去,我回不去,我也不想回去.
我所有的爱恨我只想让风吹过,不留痕迹,
我不想想起,想起我的心里没有一点爱的痕迹,只有恨,深深的恨
算个男人吗,都不能坚持自己的心,就因为别人主动你就接受别人,或许这就是命,你根本就不是我的类型.
我真想扇你们一巴掌,解解我心里的恨.怪我自己吗,有点,怪别人吗,更多.
我可以轻易的原谅我自己但是我不能原谅伤害我的人,那么的深.
我那么的信任你们.
我没有办法接受,为什么.
我只能让我自己过的更好,变得更美丽,动人作为报复.
我要告诉你们我不会后悔,我不想后悔,我相信我可以找到更好的.你们都去死吧,伤害我的人.
i am ready to accept a new person?i do not know.
what i want?i can not make any concession.
我想真的觉得不甘心,凭什么凭什么啊.我郁闷.
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我要用头脑生活 May 17, 2008 5:23 am
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我要用头脑生活,
用头脑做事
有头脑做人
用头脑工作,相信一切都很会很好,因为我很用心.
用心的人最聪明,最有可能成功,我相信我思考我就能做好.
我不在靠直觉办事看人,我要用头思考.
我不能让我的头长虫子啊.
我用充分利用我的思想,我的头脑来做一切事情.
有些力量叫信仰,激情,执着,勇敢,拥有这些我什么都能做.对的@
我突然觉得我有使不完的热情,激情,因为生平很努力想做出点什么.
我不想凡事忍让,我不想沉默,我不想做弱者,我不想被照顾,我想做强者.我不想比别人差,我不想靠别人.
人要自立,人要自助,人要自强.
我要改变我的人生观,生活观,
我要自立,自强,强者.
我要努力做出点成就.我什么都不怕了,因为我有个思考的头脑.
我真的不怕了,我真的想做出点什么.我知道一切不会那么容易,我知道我会碰到很多困难,我知道我会努力去解决这些困难的,我不会再躲避,我不会再依赖.
我是个成人,我不再是个可以撒娇的女孩,我要自立.
我宣布.我已经准备好了.不怕失败,不失望,永远相信通过努力我可以自立.而且我要过的很好.
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