| internet internet internet |
Jun 30, 2008 5:45 am
31 Views | haha,now i am able to use the internet at home.haha
happy.
what a shame,i got a headache today.i really do not feel very well.gosh.
i feel cold last nigth i know that i am very weak during the special days.i never imagine that .........
how to say?
2008 is a special year to me.i do not have good luck this year.i will keep on | |
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| pimples |
Jun 1, 2008 7:43 am
187 Views | it is the time,there are more than three cute pimples grow on my face.
four pimples stand in one line from between eyebrows to my nose.i just want to say,omg.
you are so cute.but please leave me alone.
生活就象剥洋葱,总有片会让你流泪
好朋友的一句话就让我哭了.我是个小孩.
但是在工作上,我不会了.
我要努力.这全部是我自己的选择.我不能后退,我没有退路
我一定要做出点成就来.我的唯一出路. | |
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| i do not want to leave |
Jun 1, 2008 5:00 am
164 Views | i have no idea
i do not want to leave.
i do not want to go to such a distant place to work.
so many stuffs need to carry.it is annoying.
a new work,if i decide to do it,i will do my best.
every time i need to move,i dislike.
that is all. | |
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| positive |
May 31, 2008 8:36 pm
142 Views | be positive and focus on the bright side.
it is difficult to do that,i know.
last day,a friend from college talked to me,he said that he missed us,suddently my tears went out.i missed them too.
i am 90% sure that i will accept the job offer with bad salary and 6 working days.weird.
my leg does not feel so well.
have fun in the future company. | |
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| hair |
May 30, 2008 10:39 pm
174 Views | i want to change my hair style again.
i am a girl like to change.i guess.i do not know.
i like to use this word.i do not know.crazy.
雨天,
好想找个地方去逃亡.
觉得我是不是不适应这个社会呢?
外面突然下起大雨.阵雨.
我觉得自己的个性就象雨
突如其来的郁闷
突如其来的开心
突如其来的生气
宁静,什么时候我才能这种心态.
把自己放低,放得很低.
回到原点,我有点想去了.是真的.
找工作好烦.我要失控拉.
哈哈.看我能笑就没有事了吗.
真是的.我哭都迟了. | |
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| fragile |
May 30, 2008 1:44 am
140 Views | everything is so fragile
i am thinking if there is one thing so pertect that is worthy of scraficing my life to do it.
i want to know?
i am fragile
emotiona is fragile.
relationship is fragile
what is stable?i have no idea.
i feel frustrated.
sometimes i have no choice though it seems that i have choice.but it is not.
i have no choice.i have made choice long time ago.so i have to stick to it.i can not change it at half way.
i can not go.i have to responsible for myself. | |
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| marriage |
May 27, 2008 6:54 pm
211 Views | my youngest aunt has a risk of marriage.
her husband has an affair with a young lady.
ironically,my aunt just had a little boy,you know in the village,people prefer male.i think that things will be gonna better.why?
he betrayed her at this time.
how can he do this to her?my aunt has done so much for the family and sacrifice everything,her carreer.she does not deserve this.i can not understand.she is too kind,generous.is it her fault?
he asked for her forgiveness.we do not prepare to let it go easily according to my mom' idea.i really can not think out what is wrong.he said,he just makes use of the girl to earn money.how?nothing.
marriage is unsafe.others,ourselves.we shall rely only on ourselve.it is a lesson to me,i shall learn from it.
now i had a problem.i doubt marriage. | |
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| push |
May 26, 2008 7:44 pm
228 Views |  | do not push me so hard.
i feel frustrated.
i do not want to search for job.
because i am tired.
the more they push,the less i want to do it.
let me go.
i am too stupid to think that way.
i guess, i can take my time since i do not need to worry about where i shall live and i can eat
it turns out that i am right,but there is one thing that will kill me.my mom pushes me so hard.
never mind,take my time ,do the right thing for myself. |
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| feel sick |
May 26, 2008 7:22 am
221 Views | this afternoon, i had a nightmare,
in the dream,i could not wake up,though i tried to open my eyes,i failed for many times.i tried to pull off my blanket,but it did not help.
i kept trying,at last i open my eyes and i wake up.it is aweful,i had such dream for several times.
it seems that i sleep for too much time,and i could not wake up.
oh,
this evening,i feel uncomfortable,i think that it may be because of the nightmare.i am wrong.i get a headache again,wow,what is wrong.
help me.
i hate headache.i think it is away,now it is back.
help. | |
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| 太阳 |
May 25, 2008 6:00 am
210 Views | 嘴巴里有两个小太阳了.
我想如果,心里长出一个太阳,就可以温暖
我自己.
可是嘴巴里的太阳好疼,不知道怎么跑出来的.
好事将近吧
呵,背负着些须的不开心上路
谁都是这样了.
以为了不起了是吗,告诉我不在乎
暧昧的样子有点讨厌.
关我鸟事.
受不了.
累一点点. | |
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