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That’s all I want….
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May 20, 2009 4:19 am
Mood: restless,
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I just want to undo my past.... with the help of my future..... changing myself in the present.... That’s all I want….
Good day all…
Tj .
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God’s way of kissing….
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May 17, 2009 5:31 am
Mood: peaceful,
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He lets you fall till you cannot get up. Then he reaches you, helps you to recover. Later he holds your hand and runs you through the events as to why you fell so many times. Then he teaches you what not to do. And then he kisses you on the forehead like a mum kisses her child out of affection…. Then he stands back to let you walk again the right way he taught you…..
This is my experience… I am sure a lot have experienced this. Ignorance invades me to only fall…. But I will be supported by him again…. my only job is to learn and earn the fruits of my endeavor. This way the darkness of ignorance and delusion is cut asunder.
He is behind us all….
Tj.
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Endure the unknown…
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May 1, 2009 4:56 am
Mood: curious,
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Tough men in history have shown greatest endurance against uncertainty and have come out simple flawless. I am so proud that we have stories of some of the greatest adventures of these remarkable men. A small voice in me says that we are here to carry their legacy. But at the same time, the thirst for guidance from the great souls is also essentially needed at this hour of our existence.
Did these men and women care about uncertainty??? Did they really possess super human powers to nail the unborn events in their lives???
My logic says that, if they can do it then we can do it as well but my emotions are too weak to get in sync with my logic. If the great souls endured this confusion then I think they must have chosen the voice from the heart over the noise from the brain. I know I have a task ahead of me but I only pray that the holy souls guide me with my choice.
Tj.
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How, when and where???
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Apr 27, 2009 7:34 am
Mood: drained,
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The day was relatively longer and soon will come to an end once I hit the bed.
What I miss now the most is her smile, the sense of assurance in her eyes and the words of comfort. Where can I find her??? I don’t know…. I know that she has the answers for me. Answers to my questions, how, when and where??
All i need to do is wait...
Good night…
Tj.
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‘A promise of hope and unlimited potential’ as my friend says …
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Apr 26, 2009 4:38 am
Mood: optimistic,
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Thankfully the weekend was quick to get over. One side of me says that I have the new week of uncertainty ahead but the other side says that it is a beginning to my new share of opportunities.
As I know I cannot control time, I have to accept with all my wits that I will be pulled into reality. Reality which is uncertain but also with hidden opportunities. I want to get rid of my fears at least this time. I do not plan to repeat the events of the last week. I want to trade, keep myself aligned with my objective and most importantly enjoy the challenges.
Many people will be in my situation as of now, but we know that we cannot quit avoiding challenges. Life should get beautiful now. Otherwise, let’s pick up the courage to make it beautiful.
Happy new week guys,
Tj …
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A perfect talk…
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Apr 25, 2009 3:33 am
Mood: grateful,
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This morning, my concerned dad approached me and told me that I reminded of him when he was young… famished, angry and frantic to seek glory… my dad was the most physically unsuitable weightlifter then. But he was motivated to nail unwanted comments from his counterparts.
He later made a plan to achieve glory in weightlifting. His plan was perfect but everyday he was training half heartedly. It looked like he was going away from his dream. Later he spoke of his condition to his coach. The advice what the coach gave was, “do not look at the staircase, but just concentrate on stepping on the first step”. In other words, the coach asked him to train step by step towards glory.
My dad realized that he had to train and gain one inch at a time. He followed the advice he got and eventually stood first for the state. Moreover, his record was not broken for nearly a decade. A perfect inspiration he shared with me.
In the end he told me that to earn a million dollars, I should learn to respect one cent.
Wow!! Thanks dad..
Cheers all..
Tj.
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Will I survive the weekend??
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Apr 24, 2009 6:46 am
Mood: drained,
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In the last five days, I killed my trade profile; I look haggard and find no one responding to me appropriately. Have I started to pay the price? I think so…
Two days of nothingness is shear waste of time for me. I might find some books and hide behind them but will I be progressing as I anticipate? Why do i feel troubled now? Am I scared?? Scared to lose on my faith, hope and dream?? Am I living a timid life with a big purpose?? I think so….but if my purpose is giant then why is that I am not courageous enough to live it??
I cannot think more than this and I have no words to type guys….
Good night…
Tj.
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A price I need to pay….
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Apr 23, 2009 6:16 am
Mood: calm,
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If I remain the same then I will not be able to reach my objectives. But if I have to reach them then I have to pay a price. I realized that in the last three days.
I lost a significant amount of money trading, I upset my people because I was too obsessed with my planned activity for the day, I saw my habits were getting weaker and finally I found that I was looking troubled.
I read it somewhere that success happens unknowingly. So, the very fact that I am eagerly awaiting success is detrimental to my progress. Tonight, I will not go about chasing my goal. I will go out for a walk and see how I can do what is to be done.
Good night all.
Tj.
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My mind today…
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Apr 20, 2009 4:53 am
Mood: contemplative,
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After having decided what my work is for the rest of the year, my mind seems to have split into two conflicting ideas. On one side, there is this boredom of repeating the same everyday which is asking me to quit the idea of my dreams but on the other side, there is a giant sense of purpose which is whipping me to get up and get ready to hustle.
For now, I know that I need to only go ahead with the right stuff… so I tell myself to do my set of yoga asana and sit to work…see you tomorrow guys…. My partner, the universe is waiting for me…
Good day all…
Tj…
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Universe, my partner….
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Apr 19, 2009 2:49 am
Mood: adventurous,
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I prepared a wish list this morning. All things around me look conducive in fulfilling the wishes written. The wish list starts this way…
1. Firstly, I buy freedom and the only way I buy it before Feb. 2010 is by my own skills of trading the currency market. Financially I want to achieve the six zeros mark (million dollars) by the second week of Feb. 2010.
2. Secondly, I want to buy security for my people. My friends and relatives are in need of a shoulder that can stand right till they have found the security in themselves.
3. I plan to buy future to this girl from Indonesia called lakshmi who is only 9 years old. She is the smartest I have seen.
4. Finally, I want to go back to the school where I found fearless toddlers. Fearless and innocent, who were not afraid of the illusionary world that the old and commoners feared. Those kids are the real heroes to me.
All this is what I have for the next one year. Good luck tj and come on universe, let’s get down to work.
Tj
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