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BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS
These are the results of a 200-foot fall off the Rocky Mountains of Colorado. This is the search to re-educate myself after suffering total amnesia and starting off again as a 21 year old infant. This all took place primarely from 1980-1986.

Please keep this in mind. I am telling truths. I promised to be honest and will not even spare myself some embarrassing truths. Throughout, I am just waking up to a new world, life again as this occurred. I am young, inexperience and very gullible at all times this occurred and then written! Original Journal in Bold!


What this blog is all about:

Basically, this is the view of a child, a boy a young man...evolving in a world that was brand new to him. As he is expanding in thought and growing, being shaped by the conditions and influenced by people, certain people and of the scenarios they involved him in and of the critical surroundings. While facing the challenges of an unfamilar, an alien social structure and the cultural forces that shaped the life of this individual.
Thanks "msalchemy2"...i.e...CAT...i.e...Ancient... I personally could not have said this better!

Please keep that last statement in mind at all times while reading this. I am literally a child, growing up and not understanding why things are happening the way they are.

Your best bet, if you have joined late. Start out on the highest page found at the bottom of this page and from bottom of that page, read up. On all new pages go to the bottom of the page and read up.

It is IMPERATIVE ....(Granny, BBG and everyone else!)
that you start at the beginning of the blog and read all, for it is a journal, a periodical. For all post are a continuation of the last. You'll not understand or follow this blog unless you do! It will give continuity to this epic.
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...hard to comprehend! Aging 5 years in a second. Jul 2, 2008 3:53 pm
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I wasn’t ready for something of this caliber. I’m 27 at the time but really only have the experience and knowledge of an immature, young teenager.

This reminds me how I found out how old I was. I was at the Rock N’ Round Up with both of my parents. For some reason I was asked if I knew how old I was and I said “I’m 21.” It was then that Mom said “Lee, Its 1985 now and you fell when you were 21 in 1979. Your 27 years old. Sue: Wow, was that hard to comprehend! Aging 5 years in a second.
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...past shot and beer experience…Opps! Jul 2, 2008 11:14 am
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Well its now time to move on after 6 years at the bar. I did well and built quite a club. My little brother was getting out of the army and needed a job.

After a stint with Chuck E. Cheese and my 8-city tour spanning over 2 years I ended up in Chicago East side, I then moved to Charlotte, NC, for I needed to escape Chicago. After a couple of fast food jobs and bartending positions I finally ended up in a job as a Beverage Director of a 243 room Hilton because of my past shot and beer experience…Opps! They obviously didn’t know any more than I did.’
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....the future band Sawyer Brown began their career as a band named "Sand Gap Jul 2, 2008 11:03 am
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I’ve always wanted to run a Night Club. School wasn’t too much fun but I did enjoy learning new things, just couldn’t remember them for to long.

Well then Dad decides to buy this bar, a 385-seat entertainment nightclub and told me to run it (at the time I had the mentality basically of a child). I was learning how to purchase liquor, bartend, clean the bar and do payroll. I’m learning how to purchase entertainment bands. Well, my bar is the Round-Up Saloon, country music.

I changed the venue to rock n’ roll and the name to: The Rock N’ Round Up and the place took off and was the hottest Entertainment Night Club in Mid-Michigan. I am now experiencing thing I never knew existed. (Sue, it was the place the future band Sawyer Brown began their career as a band named "Sand Gap")
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‘WHAT! Minus 3 points, what cha mean Professor?’ Jul 2, 2008 11:01 am
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Then there was accounting: Damn a debit is a dept, I owe and a credit is credit, I benefit. Accounting has it all wrong; my Professor just wouldn’t believe me. ‘WHAT! Minus 3 points, what cha mean Professor?’

I finished 2 semesters of college education there. Now it’s been a while, I think more than a year since my accident and I think it was Dad who asks me if I wanted to come home and run a Night Club? I returned to Saginaw.
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.....laugh at me anymore, I’ll get smarter. Jul 1, 2008 10:14 am
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Memorization is needed and it has never really been tested. School is tough; I’m having hard time remembering class days and times not to mention assignments.

I didn’t do well in my classes, pulled cs, ds and fs; I don’t enjoy this very much. Soon they won’t be able to laugh at me anymore, I’ll get smarter.

I did this for a couple of semesters. School was overly demanding for me. There was the quadratic formula and formulas and formulas in algebra and what they led to. God! And let’s not forget the Latin terminology of Business Law and I haven’t even remembered English yet.
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......so very fast but at times it didn’t move quickly enough. Jul 1, 2008 10:12 am
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I was at this for 2 semesters and then out of the blue, Dorothy (Mom) suggested I move to Muskegon to live with my brother and attend Muskegon Community College.

I was really interested in an education. I know I needed it and I thought this might work. I liked the idea of concentrating on one project, college, less confusing. I know I’m only 21 and I have time so I’ll take college a little slower, if my manic state can handle it.

College moved so very fast but at times it didn’t move quickly enough.
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.....watching family and other people die. Jul 1, 2008 6:55 am
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At Hoyt my duties there were payroll, maintenance supervision, patient care and administrative responsibilities. I had no clue of what the maintenance department required, or what the patients needed or what laws I needed to be aware of.

I’m just wasting time watching family and other people die. I need to get smarter. I understood the payroll it was a repetitious job. Some things I did four or five times I was able to understand and retain. I was at this for a while and then took up classes at Delta College, after realizing I have really forgotten a lot. I enrolled in night classes but I wasn’t ready.
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....woman I preferred before but it is now! Jul 1, 2008 6:54 am
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Time went on and I had no concept of it. I knew I was young, 21 years old (how? I don’t know but I did). This girl named Tina who was my current girlfriend came out to Boulder to care for me. I tried to get to know this Tina girl. She is a beautiful, buxom Italian blonde. I didn’t know if this was the type of woman I preferred before but it is now!
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‘I was just in Boulder a second ago.' Jul 1, 2008 6:53 am
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It’s been funny now, because I didn’t realize it then. My Dad comes to get me at the hospital; the Doctors had told him its time for me to go home. Great, I think what home? Isn’t this home? It’s that place they always say they’re going to when they leave me here.

I remember the person they call Mom is there. I jump into this guys car they call Dad and I’m sure he’s playing games. The airport is to the left of the Hospital, past the Colorado University campus, Dad takes a right. I told him the airport was the other way. Dad stops the car and asks me where I am; I said, “Were in Boulder.” He tells me I’ve been in Saginaw, Michigan now for 6 months or so.

All I remember was ‘how in the hell did I get here?’ Hell I thought, ‘I was just in Boulder a second ago.'
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...new life big brother, again I'm sorry to all. Jun 30, 2008 9:22 am
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(The pic to the left is Sue Murphy and Mike. It's a photo from high school, 1974.)

This is a point where I would like to apologize to Mike and all who attended his funeral. I gave his eulogy and told some...lies. I tried to make Mike look more grandeur and he could not of been any greater of a man than he already was. I was young and youth tell stories and I did and I'm sorry to all. It was the story about some car tires and those who attended will recall. Mike did not need to be made out to be any greater than he was for he was already great man. Stories are what youth tell and I had a very youthful mentality. It was right after my accident and his death, which seems like just yesterday and I was affraid and confused for I had just lost my my new life big brother, again I'm sorry to all.
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