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 | These are the results of a 200-foot fall off the Rocky Mountains of Colorado. This is the search to re-educate myself after suffering total amnesia and starting off again as a 21 year old infant. This all took place primarely from 1980-1986.
Please keep this in mind. I am telling truths. I promised to be honest and will not even spare myself some embarrassing truths. Throughout, I am just waking up to a new world, life again as this occurred. I am young, inexperience and very gullible at all times this occurred and then written!
What this blog is all about:
Basically, this is the view of a child, a boy a young man...evolving in a world that was brand new to him. As he is expanding in thought and growing, being shaped by the conditions and influenced by people, certain people and of the scenarios they involved him in and of the critical surroundings. While facing the challenges of an unfamilar, an alien social structure and the cultural forces that shaped the life of this individual.
Thanks "msalchemy2"...i.e...CAT...i.e...Ancient... I personally could not have said this better!
Please keep that last statement in mind at all times while reading this. I am literally a child, growing up and not understanding why things are happening the way they are.
Your best bet, if you have joined late. Start out on the highest page found at the bottom of this page and from bottom of that page, read up. On all new pages go to the bottom of the page and read up. It will give continuity to this epic.
"Sow a thought, reap an action; sow an action, reap a habit; sow a habit, reap a character; sow a character, reap a destiny!" |
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| .....watching family and other people die. |
Jul 1, 2008 6:55 am
122 Views | At Hoyt my duties there were payroll, maintenance supervision, patient care and administrative responsibilities. I had no clue of what the maintenance department required, or what the patients needed or what laws I needed to be aware of.
I’m just wasting time watching family and other people die. I need to get smarter. I understood the payroll it was a repetitious job. Some things I did four or five times I was able to understand and retain. I was at this for a while and then took up classes at Delta College, after realizing I have really forgotten a lot. I enrolled in night classes but I wasn’t ready. | |
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| ....woman I preferred before but it is now! |
Jul 1, 2008 6:54 am
Mood: content, 168 Views | | Time went on and I had no concept of it. I knew I was young, 21 years old (how? I don’t know but I did). This girl named Tina who was my current girlfriend came out to Boulder to care for me. I tried to get to know this Tina girl. She is a beautiful, buxom Italian blonde. I didn’t know if this was the type of woman I preferred before but it is now! | |
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| ‘I was just in Boulder a second ago.' |
Jul 1, 2008 6:53 am
113 Views | It’s been funny now, because I didn’t realize it then. My Dad comes to get me at the hospital; the Doctors had told him its time for me to go home. Great, I think what home? Isn’t this home? It’s that place they always say they’re going to when they leave me here.
I remember the person they call Mom is there. I jump into this guys car they call Dad and I’m sure he’s playing games. The airport is to the left of the Hospital, past the Colorado University campus, Dad takes a right. I told him the airport was the other way. Dad stops the car and asks me where I am; I said, “Were in Boulder.” He tells me I’ve been in Saginaw, Michigan now for 6 months or so.
All I remember was ‘how in the hell did I get here?’ Hell I thought, ‘I was just in Boulder a second ago.' | |
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| I'm sorry to all. |
Jun 30, 2008 9:22 am
151 Views |  | (The pic to the left is Sue Murphy adn Mike. It's a photo from high school, 1974.)
This is a point where I would like to apologize to Mike and all who attended his funeral. I gave his eulogy and told some...lies. I tried to make Mike look more grandeur and he could not of been any greater of a man than he already was. I was young and youth tell stories and I did and I'm sorry to all. It was the story about some car tires and those who attended will recall. Mike did not need to be made out to be any greater than he was for he was already great man. Stories are what youth tell and I had a very youthful mentality. It was right after my accident and his death, which seems like just yesterday and I was affraid and confused for I had just lost my my new life big brother, again I'm sorry to all. |
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| Michael B., it was a friend thing. |
Jun 30, 2008 9:21 am
107 Views | Then about a year after that (the timing as far as I know) another good friend Steve Shavanoch and Mike went back to Colorado. They were hitchhiking to Aspen when a drunk driver struck both of them and they were killed.
I gave his eulogy. This is about year after my accident, I think, and with me having the mentality of an infant. I really didn’t understand what had just happened. Mike always tried to care for me after the accident, bringing me food because he knew I would forget to eat, call or show up every other day from Central Michigan to be sure I was all right and then I had to bury him.
I’ve have never recovered from that. And this is who Michael B is sometimes in this paper. Michael Brandimore: Michael B., it was a friend thing. | |
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| ...himself underneath the 2-ton boulder... |
Jun 30, 2008 9:20 am
95 Views | Sue, Liebson was my pet dog, very special. I instantly recognized her. I was also told that Mike Brandimore came to my bedside and I was asked if I knew whom he was.
I immediately said Michael B. It’s amazing that I didn’t even know my own name, which my parents were but I knew instantly who Mike was and how I referred to him. I don’t know if this was in Boulder or Saginaw. Mike was an extremely good friend of mine. He was the one that had placed himself underneath the 2-ton boulder that had stopped me from falling another 100 feet into the river and my sure death, so I was told.
He placed himself there to catch me in case the boulder gave loose. | |
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| What’s going on? Why am I here? |
Jun 30, 2008 9:19 am
107 Views | How long have I’ve been playing this game? Am I winning? What’s going on? Why am I here?
Dad, Grandma, sisters, brothers, male and female friends are here to visit me and it’s only because they say they are Dad, Grandma, sister, brothers and friends, for I had no idea who they were. I was introduced to them all. Why? I don’t know. I was stuck trying to remember all these names…Mom, Dad, Kim, jon that were being told to me and I was forgetting them before the last syllable of their name was pronounced.
Oh! I remember the one, what a beautiful face, her name is Liebson. | |
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| ...the bastards were just waking me up. They were cool. |
Jun 29, 2008 3:05 pm
4 Views |  | The Township is not too accustomed to a homeless person sleeping in their parks in the middle of the winter. I explained to them exactly what is going on and that I had to go back to sleep, I had class in the morning, “good night”.
After a few weeks they would just drive by and honk hello and let me know I was safe. As I saw it, at the time, the bastards were just waking me up. They were cool. |
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| Am I winning? What’s going on? Why am I here? |
Jun 27, 2008 7:09 pm
Mood: shocked, 109 Views | These people, who are they!! Everything is still blurry but all of sudden everyone, everything became remarkably clear. I have noticed people for the first time.
There’s a board game on my bed. It was all of a sudden, and I’m here, why? A lady they call Mom is here with some other people who are sitting next to my bed, MY bed? Backgammon? Hospital Gown? What am I doing? What are these pieces on this board and why am I throwing these tiny blocks? They tell me it’s a game. | |
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| It was a revelation!! |
Jun 27, 2008 7:07 pm
Mood: confused, 84 Views | I realize now this is the moment I woke up. John and I played this game everyday after work and watched Star Trek and this is very familiar, this is what woke me up.
I remember so, so clearly I was looking down to my left and as I raised my head and it drifted to the right As he is telling me that we play this game everyday after work and he tells me we watch Star Trek and Spoc is my favorite...it connects…OH JOHN!
Everything about John and our 8-year best friend relationship, from pool playing at local hick bars, 1970 concerts and our Frank Zappa mania, our high school partying too being his best man of his wedding, everything we did in eight years hits me in about 3 seconds. WOW!! What a rush!! I’ve got to bottle this!! It was a revelation!! I noticed people for the first ime! | |
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