| Time Going So Slow |
Aug 26, 2008 1:52 pm
Mood: excited, 234 Views | Time waiting is so hard, i wish i was with Rich already, but it is fun getting to know each other more, he is such a cool guy, thank heavens for msn....i just hope ryanair gets me there with no problems or diversions...!!!!! i am a useless flyer, always so scared....but i know the trip will be worth it...!!!!!
Earlier this evening, Bruce was out for a walk with a friend of mine, and he got attacked by a Staffy dog....he is here now, covered in bites to his face and neck, and it really riles me, as he is the softest dog, and only ever wants to play....my friend got bitten too trying to split them up, so not a good time....still, Bruce is sleeping next to me now, covered in savlon...i am sure he will be ok....i must take him to special dog classes to teach him how to fight back....!!!!
Well, that's my ramble for now....i can't wait to blog when i am with Rich to let you know how it's gone....whether it is a 'firework' match, or just good friends.....i know what i would prefer...
Right, now where can i get those 'pink furry handcuffs' that Munchkin was talking about...so Rich can't run away from me...
See you soon Rich....can't wait....!!!!!.. ...whoops, wrong bling... | |
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| Promises Promises Promises |
Aug 22, 2008 11:10 am
Mood: excited, 654 Views |  | Crikey, don't know what's wrong with me.Every time i lay down for a siesta, a blog comes to my head...i forget most of them, but need and want to write this one.
Well, a lot of you, well the ones that read my blog, know an awful lot about my life, more than probably even my own family and friends do. My ups and downs, trials and tribulations.
My headline relates to 'why' do guys make promises they can't keep..???...I am talking about my recent past now, not the present. My last 'love' encounter has ended, fairly amicably i think, but in the beginning, as my blogs revealed, it was so wonderful, we chatted, we saw each other through cam, he knew all about scott48, we met twice, him here in England, me over in Greece, but in the beginning, so many promises of what we would do 'together', now and in the future, as usual, i believed, i trust people you see, so easily...yet i am meant to be a hardened sales person....not...!!!!
I changed my profile to say i had met someone when we were together in England, he hid his, all seemed great, then unbeknown to me, he unhid his, unchanged, still looking for serious relationship or marriage....when i asked why, the reply was it was just a bit of fun....then 'space' was needed...hmmmm....crikey, what happened to all those promises...??....why can't people be honest, if you don't like me, then say so....yes he had problems, but a couple should share the bad times as well as the good, shouldn't they...??
Anyway, i wish him well and a good life...and my last blog 'Suppression', is where i am now, living how i want to live, not believing in promises, just wanting to live honestly, as to me, honesty is the only word i want to hear, good or bad....
Now, some of you here will have worked out who is in my life now, some not, probably most couldn't care less, but as blogging has become a part of my life, i'll write about it....
I first read his blogs back in November last year, i loved the humour, i loved his honesty, even if he got chastised for it. I commented on him, then him on me, and that has been the way now for 9 mths or so....anyway, just recently, something happened, and to cut a long story short, me and Rich...Elricardo....are meeting in a few days....no promises....no expectations, just 2 people that want to meet up and see where it goes from there.
That makes me feel so happy, to chat to someone who has been honest about who he is, he is also besides being very funny, he's canny, clever, kind and caring....and i kinda like that....yes i like that a lot.......
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| Suppressed |
Aug 20, 2008 1:28 pm
Mood: thoughtful, 288 Views |  | Have you ever been someone you're not
Have you ever hidden the real you
It's easy to do, to please others
But it doesn't please yourself
I am learning now to be me
To try and stop always making compromises
Not that on blogging i haven't been real
All what i have written is as it is
It's just my own personal side
Time to release myself i think
That old saying 'life's too short'
Hell, it is so true
Unsuppress yourself, enjoy
Take that step, it's all you have to do
Definition of Suppressed by 'Brainy History'
It is a revenge the devil sometimes takes upon the virtuos, that he entraps them by force of the very passion they have suppressed..... |
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| Dark Days |
Aug 4, 2008 2:29 am
Mood: sad, 397 Views |  | Dark days
Mind in a haze
So much time
Out of the window i gaze
What should i do
Where shall i go
Too many choices
Well, i think so
Dubai for work
Spain for fun
All on my own
Will i enjoy the sun
Choices too many
Not what i crave
Circumstances lead me
Perhaps to my grave
I must stay strong
I have before
To await and see
What life has in store
Sad this is
It's how i feel
Days like this
Do seem unreal
Bruce by my side
Unconditional love
He'll help me through
With help from above
Onwards and upwards
Get yourself together
Face lifes challenges
Whatever the weather
Dark days
Mind more clear
Having written this
A conclusion draws near. |
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| Load of...... |
Jul 30, 2008 8:52 am
Mood: okay, 426 Views |  | Well, i wanted to write a blog today, but don't know what to write....i do miss a few of my friends now, and i see lots of new people, some, to my surprise, quite critical of how often people blog and of the content, which to me seems a bit unfair....we can all write what we wish, whether it be intellectual or a load of crap....it doesn't matter...it is our own space and people can choose to read, not read, to comment or not comment....
Anyway...thats my blast....
Bruce my dog is doing ok....and he swam for the first time yesterday....his doggy paddle is nearly as bad as mine...lol....
My knee is worse than ever, so i am booking in for a knee replacement....being told i had the knee of a 70 year old didn't help...
Well, thats me done for now, told you at the beginning it would be a...Load of....Rubbish..!!!
Take care everyone...Rach... |
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| She Cares |
Jul 23, 2008 5:22 am
Mood: melancholy, 427 Views |  | She sees him in pain
She sees in him sorrow
She always hopes
For a better tomorrow
She misses his smile
She misses his laughter
She always desires
A life better after
She saw him so loving
She saw him so brave
She always dreams
Of his touch she does crave
She waits in patience
She waits with devotion
She always smiles
With love and emotion
She knows he'll recover
She knows he'll be fine
She always ponders
Will he be mine
She understands his feelings
She understands his fear
She will always promise
To be right here
She loves who he is
She loves what he stands for
She will always care
Deep to the core......... |
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| Day Dreaming |
Jul 19, 2008 3:41 am
Mood: hopeful, 494 Views | She laid herself down
Her soul she did bare
The beauty around her
Beyond compare
The turquoise sea
Dazzled her eyes
She knew it wasn't long
To say her goodbyes
So happy so calm
Her feelings so strong
Within her mind
He could do no wrong
Life is a journey
She had to agree
Nothing taken for granted
In time only she'll see
Caring and loving
Come naturally to her
Patience and trust
Her mind in a blur
Keep on the path
Straight and narrow
She mustn't veer off
It will lead to sorrow
She knows the answers
Deep in her heart
Feel it, touch it
For once be smart.....
Sometime....somehow....somewhere.....
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| Her Loss |
Jun 24, 2008 8:41 am
Mood: content, 647 Views |  | How strange is family
My mum is so mean
Why does she do it
She just hasn't seen
In her eyes i've let her down
I don't have my own home
My job she doesn't like
Oh she does so moan
"You're not like your brothers and sisters"
She said bitterly to me
"Why aren't you settled"
It's hard for her to see
"I am what i am" i say
"No harm have i done"
Happiness before now has eluded me
Except, my daughter and my son
I shall look to the future
I am very happy at this time
My mum i'll leave behind
Remember my life is mine!!!!
So, forward i will go
With a guy so caring
It's her loss not mine
For the love i'll be sharing
On a word of cheer
On this lovely warm day
My Friend Finder mug
Did find its way..... |
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| Kitty, Op and Guy...... |
Jun 16, 2008 9:28 am
Mood: happy, 774 Views |  | A kitten arrived here friday night
Oh my God
Did i get a fright
Not really, she's for my friend
Dropped her there
For the weekend
So cute she is, a new home for her
With a new male friend
Tosh, a big ball of fur
My friend in for big op in 2 days
I'll look after her
Tosh and Bex in a daze
In medical caring, i'll try my best
I'll just be there for her
That will be my quest
My guy is there for me whatever i do
Supporting and caring
So this next ditty for you
You are going through so much at this time
I wish i could do more
But i'm here for you, your mine
Not long now til we hug once more
I miss you so much
Thoughts of you make my heart soar
Positivity is the key
To 'our' new life
Close by to the sea......
Your Rach.......
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