http://friendfinder.com/blog/gorgeous_asian2/index.html?site=ff&pid=p9814 [COLOR firebrick][SIZE 3][B]Welcome to my blog![/SIZE]Serendipity.... is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely. ~Source: Wikipedia~being here is my happy accident... what you're about to read was one of those moments of serendipity.....[SIZE 3]becuz pointless stories are my thing.[bling 5744][/SIZE] http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122481.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= this may sound crazy but i might have to start paying someone to come over and help me shower from now on. it’s that damn 30 Day Shred. i’m so sore that i can’t get my arms above my waist and could th Fri, 04 Dec 2009 22:30:19 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122481.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122375.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= a week ago, during my annual visit to the ladies doctor, i was asked about my sexual activity. “none” i said taking a deep breath then added tensely, “unfortunately.” with wisdom beyond her years she Tue, 01 Dec 2009 20:19:02 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122375.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122301.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= we spoke of reality.about how we try to escape it by avoiding that person, that thing that confronts us with our own mortality. about not wanting but still keeping our distance from a person whose onl Sun, 29 Nov 2009 04:34:02 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122301.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122098.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= i have been thinking a lot about endings in the last couple of weeks. about how somehow endings become the ‘everything’. as if the ending defines the ‘whole’. as if the ‘whole’ cannot exist independen Sun, 22 Nov 2009 06:22:34 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_122098.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121914.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= "will you let me kiss you on our first date?" no, and why would i? you're not my boyfriend! why not? 'how would you know if you have feelings for me if you don’t open yourself to one night stands?’... Sun, 15 Nov 2009 19:19:25 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121914.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121776.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= if i told you that you never left an imprint on my life, i would be lying.for years i never had the courage to put you in front of a mirror. instead, i piled the mirror with pretty scarves and in its Tue, 10 Nov 2009 06:40:22 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121776.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121674.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= all this time, i’ve thought i’ve been unlucky in love.but last night, as my friend and i got to chatting about boys i began to doubt this. over rum (hers) and tea (mine) it was one particular conversa Fri, 06 Nov 2009 17:06:51 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121674.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121346.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= you know what is actually incredibly challenging and rewarding, as far as workday activities go? trying to eat a bag of potato chips in complete silence while on an international phone-in conference c Tue, 27 Oct 2009 06:05:54 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121346.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121044.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= in the beginning……it wasn’t his kiss that left me breathless.it was the thought of what the kiss could mean.in the middle……it wasn’t his presence that made my life beautiful.it was the thought of what Fri, 16 Oct 2009 22:06:39 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_121044.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120938.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= last weekend i got home from the gym and i was so effing tired that i almost threw myself a coronation when i successfully made it from my car to the front door without face planting and falling into Mon, 12 Oct 2009 18:21:00 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120938.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120721.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= i can now only write about this terrible calamity that has wreaked havoc on many Filipinos and their families. at that time, i personally was dealing with this tragedy as i await for the safety of my Sun, 04 Oct 2009 22:13:19 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120721.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120394.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= "you know, sometimes i just get discouraged.""i know. that's bound to happen. but you know what to do with that feeling.""yeah, i know. recognize it. acknowledge it. send it on its way. but ... i feel Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:01:56 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120394.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120141.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= a couple of weeks ago, smack bang in the throes of utter hopelessness, i stood outside talking to a friend waiting for a ride. our landlord, a tall man in his sixties who i have never really liked–som Mon, 14 Sep 2009 18:59:48 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_120141.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119928.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= i’m afraid of commitment, but when its right, i’m all for it. if its wrong i will know immediately by the hyperventilating panic attack i have when they suggest going doing anything other than talking Mon, 07 Sep 2009 20:41:32 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119928.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119773.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= an old pic of me and Xiao li (a.k.a. Diana) during one of the fun activities in the office..it can be hard, sometimes. it can shake your faith, sometimes. the faith that there is some sort of plan. so Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:37:52 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119773.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119544.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= the last few days have been pretty hectic. i have this backlog of things to do at work — and i’ve barely made a dent in it. i’m confident that i’m doing a good job, i just don’t quite have a handle on Fri, 28 Aug 2009 04:50:28 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119544.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119301.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= back in high school, i used to eat an inordinate amount of apples. fuji apples were my favorite- you know, the multicolored ones that are just so juicy that they make your mouth feel like you’re gallo Mon, 17 Aug 2009 21:45:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119301.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119023.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= confessions of a 28 year old...i suppose i could have written the typical birthday post detailing what i’ve learned in my 28 years of living, dating, and working. i kind of wanted a low key birthday, Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:09:14 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_119023.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_118964.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= i heard a laugh today that reminded me so much of someone i care about, i couldn't help but giggle. it was the gut-wrenching, you totally crack me up kind of laugh. i've never been able to laugh like Wed, 05 Aug 2009 18:43:51 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_118964.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/15385/post_118772.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= my mind works a mile a minute. i'm thinking. i'm thinking. i'm thinking...about everything and nothing. everything and nothing. literally.do all brains work like mine? 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