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A Pleasant But Fast Moving Weekend. Jan 22, 2006 8:06 pm
Mood: content, 794 Views
Well it was really a pretty pleasant weekend for a change. No real upsets or stress and just a chance to do a little singing, do a little working and do a little talking on FF.

Only problem is that it's almost over and tomorrow it's back to work. The weeks do seem to be flying by. I can't believe that January is almost over. That is unbelievable.

I just found out something a little annoying last night and that is that my other job is having it's year end party on the very night that I was originally going to try and have my birthday party. Since I missed the year end party last year I don't want to miss it this year so I might have to try and organize my birthday party on a different day.

What is sooooo weird is that I have had more parties fall on the exact same day as another party this year than has ever happened in my life.
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Relaxing on a lazy Sunday. Jan 22, 2006 11:26 am
Mood: calm, 851 Views
Okay, no drama/trauma counter is almost to 4. LOL! Seriously I went to bed around midnight last night, got a great night's sleep (8 hours) and this morning and this afternoon have just been floating around to various places chit chatting and talking to my friends.

I do have to go to work and put in about 4 hours but things have really been fairly mellow and non-stressful today and for the past several days which is what I really want to see continue.

OOoo and I got evaluated last Friday and didn't even have to take a tranquilizer an hour before either. LOL! I think I did okay, I'm pretty sure, because she didn't stay the whole time, she left after about a half hour.

Oooo I bought a new CD on Friday too. It was Blondie's Greatest Hits. I have always been a huge Debra Harry fan. I like her music and this CD has most of her big hits on it.
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A Movie That Makes Me Feel Good. Jan 21, 2006 8:31 pm
Mood: grateful, 751 Views
Well tonight things were a little slow around the old FF site, so I decided to watch The Shawshank Redemption which I had only just watched for the first time a couple weeks ago around New Years Day.

What an incredible and wonderfully inspiring movie about hope, despair, love and friendship. This movie is extremely sad and at the same time extremely inspirational.

It made me cry the first time I watched it, although this time I'm on a little bit more of an even keel and so I didn't cry although I still love it.

Anytime I EVER think that I've got it rough, this is a good movie to remind me that I lived a cupcake life and that my problems are world's away from being anything to compare with what the character of Andy went through in this movie.

It just leaves me with such an uplifting and positive feeling about my own life to watch this film.
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Going on 3 straight days of feeling pretty happy. Jan 21, 2006 11:10 am
Mood: content, 822 Views
Okay, I'm almost half way there to my goal of no trauma, drama or personal upsets for at LEAST 7 days. I had to reset the counter twice last week but since Thursday I have felt a tremendous emotional release of tension and since that time I am now on the third day in a row of being back to my old pre 2005 self, where I feel happy, relaxed and good about my future and what's going to happen to me.

I have to work this afternoon, but after that I just plan to sit around and relax. No big plans, just enjoyment.
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A Busy Fun Weekend Lies Ahead Hopefully. Jan 20, 2006 1:39 pm
Mood: ecstatic, 813 Views
Not only did I feel really great today emotionally for the first time in months, tonight is my big night out doing karaoke.

I still have to put in some hours at my other job, but around 8:30 or so I expect to head over to do some singing.

Some of my friends however kind of want me to hang with them tonight so maybe I'll only sing a few songs and leave around 11:00 or so.
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Geez I Wondered if blogs were EVER going to show up? :) Jan 19, 2006 10:20 pm
Mood: cheerful, 805 Views
I still cannot figure out FF. Some days you post a blog and it shows up immediately and other times you post one and it still hasn't shown 10-12 hours later.

Ah well, no biggie. It's 12:16 AM my time and I'm about to go to bed, but made it through one day with no drama. LOL! Unless something happens while I'm asleep I consider that a victory. LOL!

I am in a good mood tonight and it's already Friday Woohoo and it's karaoke time. I'm hoping to do some singing tomorrow night.

Also tomorrow I've got to look my best because I'm being evaluated by my supervisor, so naturally I'm a little nervous but I'm not too worried about it. I feel I have pretty decent job security. LOL!
I'm Atlas I hold up the building. LOL!

Good night everyone who reads this. Have pleasant dreams and may the morning and the next days bring you happiness and whatever it is you're looking for in life.
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It's All Good :) Jan 19, 2006 4:02 pm
Mood: exanimate, 765 Views
Okay I don't like roller coasters particularly even though I feel like I've been riding one lately.

I am resetting my counter for drama in my life after last night, but I feel really great right now and I hope that the great feeling I'm feeling right now will continue on for as long as is humanly possible.

More later as I see the need, but it's all good right now and that's what I've been waiting to say for a long time.

Good thing too because I get evaluated tomorrow. LOL! Oooo I wore a brand new grey suede long sleeved shirt to work today too. I am soooooooo sexy )LOL!
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Hmmm interesting day. :) Jan 18, 2006 6:54 pm
Mood: thoughtful, 738 Views
Well, today was kind of an interesting day. I worked then I had a major appointment today to address some issues happening in my life still.

Then I worked again at my other job. LOL! Then I came home and my computer wouldn't work, so I had to restart it and then unplug and replug the router. GRRRRRRR. FINALLY I got here but it was really a little bit annoying.

Okay one major day hopefully without any drama or upsets. I'd better knock on wood though cause the day's not over yet.

I am finally able to deal with the one pressing and major issue in my life hopefully and I DO hope that I can resolve things once and for all.

This time it will be what I want though and not what everyone ELSE wants.
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Almost Midweek Already. Jan 17, 2006 7:55 pm
Mood: optimistic, 722 Views
One nice thing about having Monday off is that when you're done with Tuesday you're already almost to midweek.

Today was the first day of 2nd Semester. Several small annoyances, one is that I lost my room and they turned it into an in-school suspension room, so now I'm shuffled around like some bag man or something which is annoying.

As a teacher I'm kind of into routines and everytime I have to totally change my routine it's annoying. Since I've changed a LOT of routines in the last month I guess I should be REALLY annoyed LOL! but actually my overwhelming sense of positivity and my sweet and flirtatious side keeps me from being too negative .

Okay can I PLEASE go at least ONE full 7 day period without any drama or upset in my life? I'm going to start the count today and just see if it's possible. I think I've got an excellent shot after today.
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Life Goes On. Jan 17, 2006 4:40 am
Mood: tired, 781 Views
It's 6:30 AM Tuesday as I write this. Some things going on made it hard for me to sleep last night but I did get in about 5 hours +.

I still have to get up and work and function everyday though. There's no button to put my life on hold and say, "hey wait while I sort something out." Nope, that would be nice but the bills have to be paid and children have to be taught.

I keep trying to face forward, do the right thing, but sometimes its frustrating because it seems no matter what I do it turns out all goofed up.

Well I'll see how today goes I guess. Like Elizabeth Perkins said to Tom Hanks in "Big". "Well that's what they xanax for." LOL!

For anyone else out there who's hurt, angry, upset or having trouble sleeping I can sympathize. Don't let anger destroy something good, anything good you feel about your life or someone or something in it.

Anger is a natural human emotion and it can serve a valuable purpose too, but it can also cause great damage to yourself and to others as well.
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