http://friendfinder.com/blog/earthmomazdaddyo/?pid=p9814 just when all seems good...chit happens http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108938.html?pid=p9814 man...is my life so pathetically open that I get winks,emails, flirtations, and come-ons....from girls the age of my children?????I saw your profile, I would like to marry man like you,etc. etc....all Wed, 26 Nov 2008 11:55:05 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108938.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108827.html?pid=p9814 D.B. was born!!!!!!!!!Happy Birthday!!!! Rauol (hope I spelled that right)man....50 years on this ol' earth... Mon, 24 Nov 2008 06:50:24 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108827.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108750.html?pid=p9814 another friend missing.another one gone.maybe time comes for some,maybe time comes for all.it does make me quite sad,many people I meet,become attached in some brief moments of life,walking side by si Sat, 22 Nov 2008 21:18:09 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108750.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108402.html?pid=p9814 I am just a mannequin,a puppet on a string.I moveI danceI smile I frown, I reactto one who controls the string.my life my breathmy tearsmy joy,I control not a thing.a twingea jolta pulsea beat.every m Sun, 16 Nov 2008 20:05:17 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108402.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108248.html?pid=p9814 my new glasses are such a pain.they fit too close,my eyelashes are too long.my eyes are too easily wet,it always looks like rain. Fri, 14 Nov 2008 07:51:41 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108248.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108247.html?pid=p9814 how many times have you heard," when life hands you lemons,make lemonade!"?I've got gallons and gallons of lemonade here,problem is, I'm a coffee man...black, no sugar please. thankyou.so where the he Fri, 14 Nov 2008 07:38:25 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108247.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108088.html?pid=p9814 it must be getting close to that time of year again, my friends are calling asking me if I'd like to go deer hunting with them.truth is, I'm not really into it that much.I'm choosey about the venison Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:40:17 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_108088.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107881.html?pid=p9814 Ishall dwellwithin my mindthereyou will find metimeafter timein my mindwhereI will besearching yearningto let myself free. Sat, 08 Nov 2008 07:47:17 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107881.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107715.html?pid=p9814 in my best vocal impersonation of Andrew dice Clay...hey..how ya doin'?and the reply..no, how are YOU doing?so I think, and criticize myself.and then I wonder.I always wonder.I had a wonderful email s Wed, 05 Nov 2008 15:02:59 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107715.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107554.html?pid=p9814 yeah...I live under the bridge.I'm a troll.I was born a troll,moved and became a yooper.then, again, I moved...many, many years later,an opportunity arose, briefly..but I became a yooper again.every s Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:51:07 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107554.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107265.html?pid=p9814 I'm begining to dislike that word.in my life surroundings...I think of drama as life.things that happen, both good and bad.I've certainly had/have my fair share of it.no blame..just facing facts.but I Tue, 28 Oct 2008 09:44:19 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107265.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107030.html?pid=p9814 In another placein another timethere was a real true catfrom the hi-fi world.down at the hopwhere the group all hunggathered aroundbaltimores debutante one.his hair jet blackcovered with greasewaterfa Thu, 23 Oct 2008 20:14:22 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107030.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107015.html?pid=p9814 so........there I was, on top of the step ladder when I suddenly began to feel deep.karma.I had always thought I should have some decent karma, I had felt I hadn't been such a bad guy, but then with t Thu, 23 Oct 2008 10:20:37 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_107015.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_106515.html?pid=p9814 you can never go home so they say,and I believe it's mostly true.you can go back to a place,you can go back to a thing,but to try to go back to a point in your life,which is past, well.......I tried, Thu, 16 Oct 2008 13:42:18 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_106515.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_105377.html?pid=p9814 it's a rainy week,temperatures are dropping,colors are rising.my eyes watch over and overthe same thing on television.one man against another,twisting words,distorting truths.protecting only themselve Tue, 30 Sep 2008 05:21:02 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_105377.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_104515.html?pid=p9814 I had been feeling out of sorts, until today.yesterday, I sat in the field where my dog used to run.it occured to me, I was begining to feel as he had.after enough time in the house, when he would go Thu, 18 Sep 2008 11:46:40 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_104515.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_103719.html?pid=p9814 kind of rough to even write this out...a bunch of sadness even with my new happiness.my dog...when my first wife died, my dog, buddy, was the one who was always there.of course my children, and family Mon, 08 Sep 2008 05:46:59 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_103719.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_102739.html?pid=p9814 now's the time I have to say goodbyeto my friend finder family...m i c...see you soonk e y...why, because I have too......m o u s e....eeeeyah sure...heck I tried...but the truth is, I have to sh Sat, 23 Aug 2008 19:38:41 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_102739.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_102033.html?pid=p9814 hmmm...do you believe in fairy tales?or want to?there are two parts to me.one, the skeptic,and one, the romantic.I'm not sure which is has the greater strength,perhaps the romantic.a recent new clip m Thu, 14 Aug 2008 07:19:50 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_102033.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_101598.html?pid=p9814 I think in the old movie, Dr. Doolittle, he had a Push-me-Pull-me.some llama looking thing, but with two heads, and two directions?I feel alittle like that.sometimes I have to walk a thin line.today w Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:03:27 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/15044/post_101598.html?pid=p9814