http://friendfinder.com/blog/divorcee7/index.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814 The continuing saga that is my life. http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_64516.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= I'm so tired of being hereSurpressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leaveCause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't Thu, 19 Jul 2007 21:20:30 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_64516.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_64515.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= I'm so tired of being hereSurpressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leaveCause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't Thu, 19 Jul 2007 21:19:27 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_64515.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_59124.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= Just a quick note to anyone who may care. I'm still around. I'm doing ok, but I've been quite busy with getting the new house situated. So, I haven't had much time to get online lately. I hope tha Wed, 23 May 2007 14:27:09 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_59124.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_57536.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= but I've been unpacking and cleaning and all that other "moving" stuff. Heck, I hadn't even checked my email all week, so I didn't discover until tonight that my ISP had, for some mysterious reason, Mon, 07 May 2007 21:30:45 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_57536.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_56797.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= but now I have to unpack! Blech! now, to figure out how to lock my bedroom door.... Sat, 28 Apr 2007 21:55:00 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_56797.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_55495.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= the hardest part was letting it end. i lay there in her arms as the passion of the moment slipped thru my fingers like so much fine sand, only to be replaced by the dawning realization that this mean Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:02:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_55495.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_55384.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= A fool who thought that he could stay strong. What a fool. Sat, 14 Apr 2007 09:04:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_55384.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_54605.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= I'm looking for love, for acceptance, for compassion, for trust. These are things that I had with her once, and therefore have a disposition to look for them in her again. But these are things that Fri, 06 Apr 2007 10:56:36 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_54605.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_51653.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= Every time I see her, all I want to do is wrap her up in my arms, kiss her and tell her to come back to me. I miss that connection, that intimacy, that trust... I miss not being alone all the time, Fri, 09 Mar 2007 16:35:37 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_51653.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50709.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= Ok, this is just a little bit scary. In the past week, 2 cooks from my restaurant have been arrested and sent to jail! And since these things come in threes, and Murphy LOVES me, .... Where is the Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:07:24 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50709.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50255.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= It's been almost a year now. Why does it still hurt just to say the words? Why does it feel like my heart is rent asunder just with a verbal affirmation of the fact that it's over? Sat, 24 Feb 2007 16:27:09 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50255.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50170.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= A nasty, stubborn headcold made my life miserable for a few days. I've been crashing into bed almost as soon as I came home. So, sorry if I haven't been around much.Lil man's shiner is almost all go Fri, 23 Feb 2007 19:04:56 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_50170.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_49258.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= He was standing in line at school, and the kid in front of him decided to jerk his head back suddenly. Lil man didn't move his head, and.... Man that's a nice shiner, son. And he says it hurts to sm Wed, 14 Feb 2007 21:11:38 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_49258.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47818.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= The ex's housing aid went thru just fine. She'll be moved out to Ft. Scott by the end of the month. Just this one little bit of news, and she's done a complete 180. Gone is the depression; now she' Fri, 02 Feb 2007 20:41:19 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47818.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47656.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= Murphy stopped by to give me his birthday gift; my washing machine is off to the shop for a (hopefully only) $150ish repair. Nice to know he cares, isn't it?But honestly, you know what? I don't care Thu, 01 Feb 2007 14:46:05 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47656.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47183.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= Well, lil man is feeling better. He still has the occasional cough, but its not a bad one, and they are becoming more infrequent. On the other hand, I've been pretty lonely lately. Not the whole "I Sun, 28 Jan 2007 17:19:24 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_47183.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_46504.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= He fought a low grade fever and a sinus drainage-induced coughing all weekend. Now, its no longer a low grade fever, and he has bronchitis. yucky. Mon, 22 Jan 2007 20:34:52 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_46504.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_45958.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= The case against my ex was dismissed, which means that she didn't violate her PROBATION. That means that she isn't going to jail or anything, and.... That's a good thing, I suppose. Wed, 17 Jan 2007 20:23:50 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_45958.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_45591.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= What happens January 17th, you ask? Well, unless the situation has drastically changed lately, my ex is going to court on theft charges on the 17th. Now, as some of you may remember, she has already Sun, 14 Jan 2007 08:23:30 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_45591.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_43661.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m= MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, AND TO ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR! Mon, 25 Dec 2006 00:25:39 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/5125/post_43661.html?site=ff&who=r,/hGMO41U05aQN_sFkd5GQH1mZBqrPBLtzf6GqFpS0inXJUyT8kF0lMSQdOMf2JkbGCsSKg3Is6AAI8zdzjmJd0Kp31ICU2A1AisSvvQLhml//3wtuxk/Xg9ZOCslYj4Z&pid=p9814&m=