| LET ME JUST CRY |
May 6, 2008 8:10 pm
4840 Views | What i feel right now???
Numb.
Crushed.
Loneliness.
Floats in nothingness.
Brokenhearted.
Feels like a trash, just like yesterday's newspaper just thrown out of the window.
I cant eat. I dont want to talk. No work, no
chats, no phones, away from everything....away from everybody, away from the world.
I just want to be alone, all alone right now, alone by myself.
Alone in my own world. Cry all day. But I dont want to cry anymore, because crying will just make it worse, even worst. How I wish those tears will just stop by itself.
Theres so much pain in my heart.
Too much pain. How I wish feelings evaporate overnight.
I know Iam strong. A strong woman, but why I feel weak , helpless,and numb.
I just dont know why...I dont understand.
I know one day, I strongly believe, that I'll be okay...but the question is when and how?
I know these pains will fade away someday.
This is just another heartache , not a heart attack, Im sure, I wont die.
After these pains, life goes on...but for now let me just cry. | |
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