i wonder who as ever felt this way?
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Posted:Feb 9, 2007 4:28 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2007 11:15 pm 5168 Views
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Even more, Forever More
Sometimes love is a one sided affair,to love and to be loved sometimes does not happen too well.But,what do you do when the one you love,loves someone esle?,Do you give up and say i love you No more,or do you stick by your heart and love him even more..,I do know how it feels to love and to not be loved forever more, And yet i stand behind him and love him even more. I do know how it feels each time he runs to her,And yet i take him back because i do love him even more. I know how wrong a one sided love is, But i still love him forever more.Somedays i cry even more, and wish he would come home and say, I love you forever more................................
Santina Dalton ,,, 2007
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hmmmmmmm
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Posted:Feb 7, 2007 11:13 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2007 4:21 pm 4665 Views
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hiya folks..... well i say hmmmmmm alot and sometimes get it going in the rooms and alot of pople ask *AJ what ya hmmm ing bout now?* I am usally just thinkin about something at that moment or I am having trouble believeing a comment... either or most times i just say HMMM to say it... thats what i think makes me me,, and it makes me....I havent been in the chat rooms or FF for a good minute just been busy and stressed in my home and what is called my life.... which i need a new one by the way....if anyone knows where a new one is for me.... Anyways just lettin all know i am still around and still kickin it..... I hope all has a good day and chat at ya soon..............
Always AJ/Santina
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for me water is thicker then blood
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Posted:Feb 4, 2007 6:10 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2007 11:05 pm 4381 Views
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Well yesterday i didnt write ,, so today i will... Do you know i came to relize that most of my friends treat me more like family then family,, and i think that is just sad,, in my case i cant say blood is thicker then water,, because for me water is thicker,, while my family turns they back,, my friends hang around..but i have learned to live it that way and i thank god that my friends love me so.....
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hmmmmm is all i can say
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Posted:Jan 31, 2007 8:17 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2007 1:03 am 4190 Views
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well it is yet almost another day and i made it threw this one all day.....I have sat back and watch this day and wondered how i would ever be able to make it threw this day.....i aint into those crazy mind games,i just wanna live and live my life to the fullest , and get all i can from it....sometimes i get more and sometimes i get less......but i always try to enjoy my life weather it begood or bad..i aint a perfect person but i do do my best..i try to keep a smile and never frown.sometimes the pain in my heart i keep to my self and noone knows the pain i actually feel, because the smile on my face is so real...I learned from a early age to hide the pain,to really hide the way i feel,to also know that no matter what hide my feeling well..i just want life to be sane and i want to be able to live without shame... there is this song that came out a while ago, it is by a country group,, and it is called * i am moving on * this is me to a t...... as you can see the day of my daddy passin brings alot of pain to me.......
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it has been 2 years
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Posted:Jan 31, 2007 7:53 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2007 11:15 pm 3847 Views
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well today is the 2 year mark of my daddy's passing,and this is always a hard day for me to get threw.. Sometimes i think if i could just see him one more time or talk to him one more time i would be alright.. going threw this day 2 years later it still feels like today the pain and the lost is still so much there,and it hasnt showed no signs of getting better or dimming down any kind of way.I remember my daddy so well i remember his laugh,his heart and i still feel his love for me....i know that he is in a better place with no more pain, but i wish he was still here with me.. i miss him so much and i feel like a piece of my heart was taken from me...Today is just a very sad day for me as i remember my daddy and all the years we shared and all the memories good and bad come flashing back in my mind...He was always my hero and my star that always no matter what would light my way back home in the dark,, and now my light has dimmed and i stay lost alot...And i miss the love of my one and only daddy....I know one day that i will see him agian, and that day will be the happiest for me,and i know he is saving me a place with him for always.and thats a very good thought...and as i try with all my might to find my way back to the light,my memories of him is always good thoughts......
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