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Cheerish

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved... George Sand

being nice
Posted:Nov 26, 2005 12:10 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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Few days ago i went to Mount Kerinci with my grandmother. Four days trip with my 69 years old grandmother, and i realize that shes getting old, i mean shes old, but not this old.. She forgets to do things or where she put her medicine at. And she also act like a 5 years old .
We argue most of time, but not the reall arguement. Both of us stubborn, thats the issue. But i do care about her. If i dont, i wont join her on this crazy trip hours on bus, and this cold cold weather, and bath with ice cold water.
Just in couple days i will go to jakarta. meet doctors. To hear whats her opinion about my face paralize (none notice it in internet iguess). Its not really the biggest issue in my life, i think theres plenty thing inside of me that will made me better than anyother person. But i think its hits me when i think i only have this one body that i'll carr for the rest of my life. I didnt do anything about it for at least 18 years. I want to know if i still can do something about it. Just supraise how my friends support what i did. I realized i have somany good friends. My father ever said, one very best friends is lots lots better than 100 "just a friends" friends.
About seing this doctor, i actually feel scared with what shell say. Just trying be brave, and think positive.
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happy
Posted:Nov 19, 2005 6:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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Everyone have their own ways to find happiness i guess. And i think the way to get there is various to each person.
Most of times to be happy we had to through some of pain. Like people said no pain no gain. Happiness taste sweeter when we get it hard way.
Today, still i feel the emptyness inside of me. I still can't find my happiness. Guess its still far far away.
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