| Hey! back in the land of the living!!! |
Mar 10, 2007 2:04 am
Mood: courageous, 1303 Views |  | The sun is shining, the sky is blue (ish) and I feel really happy! I have been up to quite a bit recently, both at home and around my community.
I have been taking my blind friend out more, and I'm taking her to church tommorow, which I'm really looking forward to, it will give me a chance to dress up and get out and meet new people. I have become a bit of a recluse, as I have been let down by so many people, I find it hard to make friends now, as my trust had taken a bit of a knocking!
I have been keeping an eye on my elderly neighbours and doing chores for them, I enjoy doing it, it makes me feel really good that I can help out in a smaill way, as a lot of them don't have too much contact with the outside world, and it gets me out too.
Had a scan at the hospital last week, it was normal thank God, just have a load of blood tests to go, and another appointment on Tuesday for more tests. Keep your fingers crossed for me!
Hope you like the picture... it was taken last year, but as Easter is coming up, thought you might like to see my Bunny ears... (I work in a sandwich bar called Bunny's) hope it makes you laugh! It was taken at work ...
Anyway, hope everyone is ok! Take care
Love and hugs Tracy xxxxxxx |
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| Hello All... its been a while! |
Feb 24, 2007 1:46 am
Mood: lazy, 1643 Views |  | Hello all, had to sell my pc, so I have to come to an internet cafe now to log in.. I have been very ill the past few weeks, so this is the first time I have had chance to come down.
Have had lots of bugs, and last week had a kidney infection, a chest infection and an ear infection, I was feeling very sorry for myself! Am feeling much better now, so just wanted to drop in and say hi.
I hope everyone is well in FF land, I will try and catch up with everyone's blogs when I have time and leave a message.
I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL!!
Tracy xx |
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| An apology to my boss Anne- please read. |
Jan 31, 2007 3:06 am
1958 Views | Anne, after our talk this morning, I promised to delete all the blogs that mention you, and to make a public apology for what I wrote about you. I have deleted the post's that mention you, and here is my hearfelt apology to you.
I really am sorry for all that I wrote, and a lot of it was uncalled for. At the time I wrote them, I know you were going through a lot of heartache and stress with your father, and I am truly sorry for all that I wrote.
I am sorry if I have hurt you, and I know that I have, and I hope that you will accept my apology as it really is meant.
I am sorry for the distress I caused, and for the pain you felt last night when you read my blogs. And like you said, if I had been close to you when you read them, you would have decked me, and quite rightly so.
For all that read this, please understand that Anne is a really nice lady, and didn't deserve what I wrote about her.
I will be off FF from now, as I have too much going on in my life and my computer is still not working. I will check my email periodically at an internet cafe, so for those that have my personal email address, please drop me a line sometime.
Tracy | |
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| Happy birthday to me... a bit late!!!!! |
Jan 5, 2007 5:25 am
Mood: hopeful, 2938 Views |  | Hi all, and thanks for the personal emails.. I am not doing too bad, my internet is down as I haven't been able to afford to pay my phone bill! I am at a friends house at the moment so gotta make this short...
It was my birthday Wednesday, I am now the grand old age of forty! The trouble is, only four people remembered... very annoying. Not even my family! It was One person from FF, and three friends... so was a bit sad, but much better now!
I hope everyone is well, I haven't got enough time to catch up on anyones blogs, but I will be going to an internet cafe in the next few days to check in, so please leave a message!
If you want to write to me snail mail, I have given cruiser my home address, please mail her for it!
Bye for now my good friends!!
Lots of love
Tracy xxxx |
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| Feeling lonely tonight.... |
Dec 26, 2006 11:35 am
Mood: lonely, 3530 Views | Sat here with the cats, and am thinking about Mike and all the people I have lost tonight. I can't help it. This is my second Christmas without Mike and my brother Neil, and my eighth without my mom.
All of them used to make a big thing about Christmas. Mike and my mom especially. Mike used to love cooking the dinner, even though it used to take me two hours to clean the kitchen after!!
I am really missing them. Tommorow I will probably feel better, but tonight I just want to shut the world out and cry. I feel so alone.
I know that they're in a better place, and that they're not hurting, but I would love them to be with me tonight...
Sorry for blubbing all over my blog, please just think of me in your prayers tonight xx
Tracy x | |
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| Drink driving... your view is??????? |
Dec 22, 2006 1:29 pm
Mood: thoughtful, 3646 Views |  | Just watched a programme in the UK about drink driving. It really has got me thinking, as I have lost friends and peers over the years from this horrible thing.
In the programme, they tested three people. Two men and one female.. They put them on a test driving course on a racetrack sober, then did the same test after drinking what they would normally drink before driving home.
The results were frightening. When they were breathalised, all were under the limit legally, but when they took the test again, ALL THREE failed the course. This included an emergency stop, three point turn in an enclosed space, and manouvering through ballards. If they had been on the roads, they would most certainly have either caused a serious accident, or even killed someone. The emergency stop was the most scary... it took at least another 20 metres to stop after drinking..
Even the morning after is not safe. In a womens magazine last week, they did a similar test on people who had been out the night before, and though they said that they felt fine, their breathaliser readings were ALL still over the limit, and therefor they were NOT safe to drive..
Luckily the people that took part in all these tests said that they had a wake up call, and vowed not to do it again.
My husband as most of you know who follow my blogs, was an alcoholic until he died, but he NEVER EVER drank and then drove. He had respect for other people's lives even if he didn't respect his own.
My question is, would you drink and drive? I am really curious to know your views.... Please don't just read this and not leave me a comment, just spare me a few moments and let me know your thoughts... thank you x
Hope you all have a peaceful, and accident free festive period... |
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| I'm thinking of leaving FF... |
Dec 20, 2006 12:09 pm
Mood: contemplative, 4076 Views |  | Recently I have noticed an increasing amount of nastyness on friend finder. I have also been on the receiving end of some comments too. I am finding it harder and harder to read some blogs, it really is upsetting me the way people are starting to argue, and for the smallest of things too.
Life is too short, WAY too short...to waste precious energy on these feelings.. I know more than most. I wish it could go back to how it used to be when I first came on here...
It's going to take a lot for me to stay... I just want to say thankyou for all the wonderful comments and support I have received from so many of you, and yah boo sucks to the ones who have been nasty to me!
I still wish you all peace, love and tranquility x
Tracy |
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| LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! G.F.A.M. |
Dec 19, 2006 11:03 am
Mood: annoyed, 3872 Views |  | He's back again... spent sunday trying to make things up to me.. then yesterday ignored my texts and turned his phone off. 
Sorry, a few reading won't know what I'm talking about... a few months ago I met someone off FF, and he messed me about. He saw me then went back to his ex, then kept coming round trying to see me. I told him to leave me alone. Then a few weeks ago, he tried coming round again. I again told him to go forth and multiply. Last week he came round again, and I told him to go away. 
Anyway, he mailed me on Saturday telling me that they were finally finished, he had caught her in bed with someone. And he wondered if I would be friends again. Me being me, said come round for a chat if you need to. Now SHE is out of the way, I don't mind being a friend, just didn't want to play second fiddle. 
We spent a lovely day, he took me to lunch, and down to visit Mike's grave, I wanted to lay a holly wreath on there, and we had a good long talk. Just before he was due to go, he said he was spending monday at his ex fiance's best friends house quite a few miles away. He spent the night there too.... He ignored my texts in the day, then last night I tried to phone, and he had turned his phone off. Hmmmmm. Anyway he sent me a text this morning saying he was coming back to Oxford later on. He had told me he was working today. IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE DON'T LIE TO ME.. I REMEMBER EVERYTHING!!!! 
He had also admitted to me that she fancies him.. but she isn't his type... well why the hell did he need to spend the night then? Was it because I had too much respect for myself and kept my legs shut? I am NOT into one night stands... and I wont give myself to just anyone, it will be with someone I respect and love, and with whom I am in a proper relationship.. there is too many STD's around these days... I tried to phone this morning, and he didn't pick up... I then caught him online when he was supposed to be back and working... hmmmm. 
The trouble is, I still have a soft spot for him. But he keeps trying to wear me down!! When we talked, he said that he was suprised that I hadn't got in touch with him. I told him that I am a strong woman with respect for myself and would not be in a three way relationship. I won't be messed about. Well.... I think he thinks that he has got me again... NOT YET.. MAYBE NEVER!!! I have missed him, I will admit that, but already I'm getting my uhoh! alarm going off in my head saying "don't forget..once bitten twice shy" and I know I should leave him be .. but arrgghhh! he won't leave me alone... I might have to get a restraining order out.... 
Come on guys.. I need a virtual kick up the butt to get this sorted... please don't kick too hard! It's still sore from the last kicking... 
Hope all is well in your world! Tracy xx
I'm off for an early night... night all!  |
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| Here are your three wishes.... |
Dec 17, 2006 11:08 am
Mood: curious, 3820 Views |  | I'm the Christmas fairy (no jokes please!  ) and I am granting you three wishes... please list below what your wishes are and I will do my best to fullfill them...
Seriously, if you DID have three wishes, what would you wish for? Mine are;
1, World peace
2, No more animal testing, or animal cruelty
3, To be free from pain.... and three more wishes!
Go on, spare a few moments and let me know what you would like. Christams is soooo commercial now, what would your alternative christmas wishes and presents be?
Wishing everyone a peaceful and tranquil festive season xx Tracy xx |
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