| Life is looking up!! |
May 9, 2008 6:11 am
Mood: happy, 358 Views |  Life is looking much better now... I have someone in my life who is making me really happy and I am happy with my work... the sun is shining and I feel at peace with everything...
What more could a girl want? Answers below please!!
Hope you're all well xx
Tracy | |
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| Please pray for me |
Mar 26, 2008 5:32 am
Mood: Sad..... :-(, 497 Views | Having a bad day and need your prayers please! I have just had to send my favorite cat Shadow to cat heaven... he was 20 and had got very very ill over a couple of days.... feeling very cut up about it.. someone said "he was JUST A CAT!!!!" but he was more than that to me... my other cats are wandering around trying to find him.. its heartbreaking!
I will try to get online soon, so please leave me a message.. could really do with your support xx
Thanks xx Tracy | |
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| Its been a loooonnngg time! |
Feb 5, 2008 7:49 am
Mood: absolutely knackered!, 430 Views | Hey you guys in friendfinder land... its been a while since I have posted so much going on in my life... I'm caring for a blind lady, and have given up my cleaning job, so busy busy busy!
Hope all my blogging friends remember me.. will snail mail the ones I have address's for soon xx
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| Soooo lonely... |
Aug 24, 2007 1:57 am
Mood: depressed, 897 Views | There is so much happening in my life at the moment, its coming up to the second anniversary of Mike's passing and i'm caring for a lot of people and finding it hard to keep on top of things.
I can't seem to stop crying, and not having the internet at home and being able to chat to my friends is making things even harder.
Sorry to burden you guys - those that know me, know what I have been through - and a few weeks ago someone trashed Mike's grave - that didn't help, and the council don't want to do anything about it either.
I feel like everyone wants a piece of me - and I don't know how much more I can take!!!!
Sorry to moan, just don't have anyone I can flip out to - every one close to me seems to have their own problems and I can't burden them. So why not blab to the rest of the world? I hope you guys don't mind!
Right, im off for chocolate - that should help!
bye for now xx Tracy | |
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| Tired tired tired!! |
Jul 4, 2007 4:39 am
Mood: content, 1059 Views |  | Managed to get down to the internet cafe again - only for a little while so thought I would check in and see who's about... not many of the oldies... mostly newbies!
My work situation is picking up - i'm getting a good reputation round where I live, and keep getting offered more and more work!!! I can't do it though... gotta watch my illness and pain, but hey, its nice to know that i'm wanted!!
Hope all you guys are doing well!!
Tracy xx |
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| Go on... smile.. you know you want to!! |
Jun 11, 2007 4:43 am
Mood: cheerful, 1066 Views |  | Hey guys, been a while since I checked in... lots been happening! I have two new jobs now, and the beauty is, is that I only work two days a week! I was really struggling with the lifting in my old job - I miss the people but am not in as much pain now.
I have also been getting more involved in my local church, and been on an Alpha course - it's really good! Makes me think...
Been going out more too, and even had a date last week - was frightening! Think I will still stay single for a while...
Anyhow.. my time at the library is nearly up - I hope you like the picture of my Casper - I don't think he liked the taste of the catfood I gave him!
I'm still waiting for the snail mail letters you guys.... I only get near a pc once a month now so want more through the post!
bye for now y'all!! miss ya xx
Tracy |
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| You can choose your friends...... |
Apr 20, 2007 4:58 am
Mood: confused, 1242 Views | I am sat here with tears rolling down my face. My "father" and I use the term loosely... has had an article published in That's life! magazine like me. It's on page two of this weeks edition.
He has got a lot of his facts wrong.. he is being detremental to my late mom by saying she left with me, my brother and my sister when he was struggling with prescription drug addiction... well, its not true. He left us all to live with another woman. I can still remember the day he left.. and she was waiting down the road for him. He was also seeing her way, way before they split up for good. I remember a lot of things, I was 9 when he left and had to grow up pretty damn quick!
I am just really upset that he has hurt the memory of my mom. He was the adulterer, not my mom. She stood by him when he was injured (pistol whipped) in the line of duty - he was a cop. And helped him out all the way through his treatment. She didn't do anything to provoke him going. She just loved him. He doesn't accept that I DO remember more than he gives me credit for.
I just feel so hurt by it all. I can't bring myself to phone, text or email him.... I am scared of saying something that I will regret... What do you think I should do? I would appreciate any input on this....
Hope I hear from you guys soon.... for those who have my personal email and snail mail address - please drop me a note, or leave a message here.. x
Please pray for me!
Tracy x | |
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| Im back! |
Apr 11, 2007 4:44 am
Mood: bouncy, 1352 Views | Hey all, just a quick drop in, finding it hard to get internet access at the moment, so not been getting time to be on for long.
Just finished the tablets from the hospital, the docs treated me for yet ANOTHER infection.. thank the good Lord above they are now over!!!! Been feeling a bit sorry for myself yet again, but hey, life is too short to worry about anything.
Just been out to do some retail therapy, got new shoes and undies... nothing like a bit of shopping to bring the mood up! Took my blind friend out for a walk, and now just about to go home and cook.
What do you guys think to this? One of my neighbours came round this week, and I was telling them of my plan to decorate. They said I shouldn't use the colour terracotta as it would make things too dark. And that I should shop around (which I have done - Im not a stupid girl!) I think they think I don't have a brain... I got very frustrated! I know I'm ONLY a woman, but I have qualifications coming out of my ears, I AM intelligent, and have been running my own house since before Mike passed away... They keep telling me I should get students... easy money I know, but my MALE neighbour thinks I can't live on my own. Arggggghhhhhh! I love my own space, it's my house and I have lots of good memories. Plus, I don't want to be worrying about anyone else at the moment, I had years of that with Mike, so I am now enjoying my "ME" time. It's MY house, and I am going to get what I want done. I am going to have red in the bathroom and bedroom (I have heard its a good passion maker to have red in the bedroom, but with mo man in sight I don't know if it will work!!)
I LIKE being on my own, I can do what I want, when I want, how I want, and still come home to find everything where I left it! I guess some people are just jealous of the freedom I have. Oh well!
Oh well... rant over! It's been a while since you guys have heard me rant! I am happier now!
Anyway, I am using my blind friends computer and she wants to check her email now, so will sign off.
Those of you who have my personal email, can you email me your address's please? I would like to send you a snail mail letter.. I will check in a few days... I have some.. but not all!
Hope all is well in your world x I miss YOU ALL! I wish I hadn't had to sell my laptop!
Take care xx love to you all xx
Tracy xx aka MsPurrfect xxxxxxx | |
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| Yippee! Tests all clear! |
Apr 1, 2007 6:21 am
Mood: content, 1389 Views | Hey all, just got my test results and everything is fine. I am so releived! At my friends house using their computer, so can't stay on... will chat more when I go to the internet cafe next week..
I miss you all!
Tracy xx | |
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| Check out this blog!! |
Mar 10, 2007 2:20 am
Mood: beautiful, 1352 Views |  | My good mate Phil (Quietguy92) managed to scan the article I was in to his blog.. "ok.. better late than never..
I have tried to link it in here.. but if it doesn't work.. check out his blog!!
Tracy xx
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