| My first ever poem! Credits to Curvycat for inspiring me x |
Jul 7, 2006 2:00 pm
Mood: calm, 938 Views |  | The sun has set
And to be found
Night time secrets all around
A flying bat
A fox on heat
thats all I hear on my street
I love the night
I love the peace
The whisper of the wind in the trees
The night has come
The day is done
Sleep tight and blessings to everyone
Hey Curvycat... its not as good as yours.. but what do you think everyone in blogland?
Tracy xx |
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| SPIDERS.... ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!! |
Jul 5, 2006 2:10 pm
Mood: restless, 937 Views |  | Why do spiders always come out at night when its been raining... I am sat on my bed blogging.. and a huuuggggeee black squidgy spider has just legged it across my bedroom floor..
I am now shaking like the proverbial leaf... I usually catch them in a glass and release them, but this one was way fast..
Im not gonna sleep tonight! They don't normally frighten me, I am chief bug catcher at work, but when its my bedroom.. where I am supposed to relax its a bit different..  Daisy my cat normally chases them too.. but as you can see from the picture she is too busy snoring!
Now where did it go...... eeekkkk!
Anything like this happen to you my fellow bloggers? Any ideas how to catch the blighter? (p.s they are smaller in the UK) hehe!  |
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| SPIDERS.... ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!! |
Jul 5, 2006 2:06 pm
Mood: restless, 754 Views |  | Why do spiders always come out at night when its been raining... I am sat on my bed blogging.. and a huuuggggeee black squidgy spider has just legged it across my bedroom floor..
I am now shaking like the proverbial leaf... I usually catch them in a glass and release them, but this one was way fast..
Im not gonna sleep tonight! They don't normally frighten me, I am chief bug catcher at work, but when its my bedroom.. where I am supposed to relax its a bit different.. Daisy my cat normally chases them too.. but as you can see from the picture she is too busy snoring!
Now where did it go...... eeekkkk!
Anything like this happen to you my fellow bloggers? Any ideas how to catch the blighter? (p.s they are smaller in the UK) hehe! |
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| HELP! I need some good advice.... |
Jul 3, 2006 2:11 pm
Mood: nostalgic, 1001 Views |  | Mike, my late husband has been up with God for nine months now. It still seems like only yesterday that he passed.. He died suddenly in my arms on September 29th 2005, to an alcohol related/antidepressant side effect. I wasn't expecting it and I dont think i'm still over the shock now. I also lost my brother to cancer on Fathers day June 19th 2005.
The thing is this.. Some "people" (and I use the term loosly) think that I should be over it by now. Because of the way that Mike passed, the police were involved, coroner's inquest etc. I think because I look calm to the outside world they think that I am over it.. Heck the hell i'm not. I am doing my best and have sought councelling, am now back at work.. I really am trying.
I get put down for wanting to be by myself - I prefer my own company and the company of my cats to people.. with them I dont get comments which sometimes bite to the bone.. and dont have the strength to answer back..
So many people said "let me know if you need anything" yet when I called.. they were "too busy" "washing my hair" "washing the dog" etc... yet when they want something I am expected to be at their beck and call!
The worse thing is they dont let me talk about Mike! I have known him since I was 13... he has been a part of my life since I came to Oxford, England in 1980. I want to talk about Mike.. he is gone but not forgotten.. I still think about him.. but I feel im not allowed to or shouldnt by some people..
I know im being silly by letting things get to me, but I dont think I have much strength left to deal with them. I always value the wisdom in the replies of others on Blogs.. I really hope you can help me in my hour of need with much needed wisdom!
Sorry for waffling on.. just needed to get it off my chest! My cat Daisy listens to me.. but as you can see here.. she fell asleep because she got bored!!
Tracy x |
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| So what if I beleive in ghosts and spirits? Its my life! |
Jul 1, 2006 4:36 pm
Mood: grumpy, 1006 Views |  |
I have just had the most frustrating conversation with someone!!! I attend a spritualist church and have had messages from my loved ones that have passed over. Im not one of those people who beleives everything that they are told.. I always get things specific to me.
I have just been talking to two women I know and they were really taking the piss out of me.. laughing about my beliefs. Asking why I get contact and they dont. This went on for around 2 hours and got me really upset. I know everyone is entitled to their opinion, and I respect that.. but it would be nice to have some respect back. it really hurt.
Having lost four people in the space of six months.. one my husband and one my brother.. it was natural for me to seek some sort of contact because of what I beleive. And I got it! My husband Mike hated cut flowers being a gardener, and when I received some after mike died.. my doctor had come to visit and she saw them go flying across the room... bit frightening for her.. but I know who it was! It was mike telling me he didnt like them!
Anyway what do you guys think? Everyone is entitled to their opinion.. im interested to hear yours!
All the best Tracy x |
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| I'm ill already!! Please dont judge me x |
Jun 29, 2006 2:09 pm
Mood: drained, 899 Views |  | Just spent the afternoon in hospital.. finally got a diagnosis of why I have been feeling so tired and in pain for so long.. I have fibromyalgia and hypermobility.. Thank god I know at last.
My moan is this.. and I bet i'm not alone.. because I look ok.. people think i'm fine! cos I take care of my appearance and have a bit of a tan.. I look well. I am in pain 90% of the time.. but I still hold down a part time job as a cook, I look after my garden and help my 86 year old neighbour with his chores.. I dont claim benefit and just about manage to live on £65 a week. I have just lost my brother to cancer and my husband to alcohol addiction within the space of two months so life is hard enough without the comments....
1)You're too young to need a walking stick
2)Why dont you work full time?
3)I bet i'm paying for your house...
4)So you going home to laze around now
5)Why dont you move somewhere smaller
6)Why dont you get another job?
Well, I have had arthritis since my mid 20's so its bad now and need a stick when its really painful... if I could physically work full time I would but my cooks job is three hours of VERY physical work and i'm done for after I finish!.. as far as my house is concerned when my hubbie was ill we used our savings and paid off the mortgage so NO-ONE pays for my house!.. I dont laze around when I get home.. I am on my own now and if I dont do the chores they dont get done... I dont want to move cos the house prices are sky high in oxford where I am and Im happy where I live.. If I could do another job I would.. its just too much for my body..
Sorry to wallow and waffle on.. I just get so frustrated by peoples comments.. and fed up when they resent me for the life I lead.. peaceful with my three cats.. I work three hours cos I choose to.. what I do after is my business .. but I get annoyed when people say to me.. "I don't have any free time.." I say you are the master of your own destiny.. I have had enough of people judging me ..one day i'm gonna EXPLODE!! Because my illness is in such a grey area of medicine.. its rarely understood and people don't believe you're ill!!
Please talk to me.. give me some advice before I make a huge crater in Cowley when I explode!!
I hope you made it to the end of my blog without falling asleep! I would be grateful for any feedback xx
Right off for a doze with daisy cat.. whose pic you see here.. she is so chilled out wish i could be like that!! |
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| Why are 90% of men on FriendFinder only after one thing? |
Jun 28, 2006 2:22 pm
Mood: cranky, 1100 Views |  | I have only been on FreindFinder for half an hour.. and in that time I have been paged by at least 20 men wanting to know if I want cam to cam fun.. I know my picture is a bit saucy.. but hey.. its the best one in my album! the best page was yesterday someone asking if my feet were ticklish... ewwwwww!
I am an open minded kinda gal, but I am not on adult FF - Im on big church and senior FF - all I want is some nice new friends to talk to.. and about normal stuff.. how was your day.. doing anything nice this evening.. etc etc.. not if I want spreading with chocolate sauce!!
Oh well.. there are some nice guys out there.. I know there is! I'm chatting to a real nice man from Ireland at the moment and we chat about normal stuff. I dont mind the odd saucy comment.. but gets a bit much when its every five seconds. I think I had better change my profile.. what do you think?
Even my cat Daisy gets fed up with me getting annoyed as my webcam gets a flying lesson when i get these pages.. check out here pic here!
Are there any men out there who just want a normal conversation?????? Please let me know if their are!
Let me know your thoughts on this one! |
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| BEWARE SCAMMERS... |
Jun 27, 2006 5:30 am
Mood: contemplative, 886 Views |  | Why do people always pretend to be someone else? I was chatting to someone the other day and they said that they were from Liverpool.. and they gave me a phone number which I recognised was from Nigeria.. as someone had already tried "grooming" me from there.. and when I told them I knew they were not telling them the truth.. they backtracked a bit rapidly!
The worst one was about a month ago.. someone pretending to be from the states.. then telling me they were going to Nigeria for a holiday.. I got an email saying they were in hospital after an accident.. but i'm not silly.. I have a good friend that lives there and they checked out the doctor and hospital for me and found they were fake! I think I already knew.. just needed confirmation.
Im not silly or vunerable.. but there are a lot out there that may believe what they're being told. Dont get me wrong, I have some really good friends from Nigeria.. its just the odd few that are trying to make money.. people there are lovely!
I ALWAYS ask for photos or cam straight away on friend finder now.. if they wont send me either makes me wary.. if people are honest they will usually give you what you want.. I just need to feel a bit more secure in who i'm chatting to! mind you... they can fake photos too...
Hey what does everyone else think? Let me know!! thank you for reading my thoughts hope I get a response or two |
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