http://friendfinder.com/blog/Mrs_CIGAR/?pid=p9814 This is my happy place. http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97793.html?pid=p9814 I'm putting it all in perspective. The last three months have been HELL. My personal hell. I can name ten people right now who have worse things than I have been through, but this was MY hell.I lay Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:22:41 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97793.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97354.html?pid=p9814 Here's a change for ya.All that belly-aching about no job? Well, I've been sitting mum on something for a while. Two weeks ago today I went for a job interview hoping beyond hope I could walk out wi Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:14:20 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97354.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97238.html?pid=p9814 Holy Hannah I was cranky yesterday and I have no idea why. Just a bear. Good thing I spend 14 hours of my day alone and the dog couldn't understand a word I said.By the time Hubby was home I was sti Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:48:47 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97238.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97150.html?pid=p9814 This goes back a ways, but......When my oldest son was about 12 he went next door to play video games with the neighbor kid. About 20 minutes later he is running back in the door and for the rest of Mon, 16 Jun 2008 07:18:47 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97150.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97148.html?pid=p9814 I had the extreme pleasure of visiting some old friends in Sacramento.When I was 13 or so I started babysitting for a neighbor. She had two little girls and was pregnant with #3. As time went by I b Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:53:21 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_97148.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_96781.html?pid=p9814 I'd like to say I've been too busy working to blog, but that would not be correct. However, I have an offer on the table with a great opportunity pending a background check. Just praying that the us Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:06:11 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_96781.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95699.html?pid=p9814 I hate being an early riser. There is no one to talk to and no one to contact for work and nothing to do but delete all 3,000 junk/spam/scam emails after I look at them because maybe, just MAYBE, one Fri, 30 May 2008 07:55:37 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95699.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95585.html?pid=p9814 I went to Social Security to get my name formally changed now that we are openly married to all the family. Wonder of wonders the lady tells me that she can't find the file number on my marriage cert Wed, 28 May 2008 17:42:10 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95585.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95583.html?pid=p9814 Ok. So I got jerked around. Yes, they loved me and really wanted me to work there. What ended up happening is the agent I deal with called me back Wednesday and said if I wanted the job it was a do Wed, 28 May 2008 17:32:43 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_95583.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94856.html?pid=p9814 Sitting on the edge of my seat Friday waiting for that nice young lady to call back like she said she would, I was biting my beautiful set of new acrylic nails (complete with nail art). THe morning p Tue, 20 May 2008 06:57:03 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94856.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94504.html?pid=p9814 That gotcha, didn't it????I'm curious how women really feel about those dang drugs and commercials for male enhancement. Are we really so shallow that unless a man adds 4 inches and 4 hours to his pe Fri, 16 May 2008 08:34:25 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94504.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94502.html?pid=p9814 California Round 8 Day 53. WE hit the triple digits and will remain in this temp range for the next 4 to 4 1/2 months. With the exception of the wee hours of the morning, this is a hot house. Not a Fri, 16 May 2008 08:17:30 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_94502.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93783.html?pid=p9814 I look around me and see only a dry existence. But there is a PLACE. In my heart and where my heart will always be. And when I close my eyes I see that place. I feel the breezes and I step outside, Fri, 09 May 2008 06:58:54 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93783.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93443.html?pid=p9814 At what point should someone make a sacrifice for the sake of themselves?Let's be honest. California is the place I did NOT want to be for oh so many reasons. And my Hubby has known this from about Mon, 05 May 2008 06:58:33 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93443.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93024.html?pid=p9814 Well ain't I just prolific as all get out today? I'm taking a respite from the job hunting extravaganza guilt-free. Not even looking. Been there done that 20 times a day for the last 4 weeks. I'm Wed, 30 Apr 2008 14:15:32 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93024.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93023.html?pid=p9814 So I had some time to kill and I tiptoed through a couple of blogs I used to follow just to try to catch up. My oh my. FUnny how you feel in some ways that you know some of these people and when you Wed, 30 Apr 2008 13:43:47 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93023.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93019.html?pid=p9814 So I guess I just don't know what I am missing by not jumping on this new 'colon cleanse' rage. Or selling my old gold for cash. I don't need to 'enlarge' anything. And I don't need a great quote o Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:46:21 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_93019.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_92813.html?pid=p9814 Uploading a resume to a job hunting site is not a good idea. Unless of course you are lonely. Or have tons to waste on scams and schemes. I'm not and I don't. Who are these cats that I get mail f Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:49:59 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_92813.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_92812.html?pid=p9814 I have once again been transplanted to yet another state where I am told that this will be my home forever and ever. But I'm not holding my breath. Maybe I will maybe I won't. But if the tide turns Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:44:00 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_92812.html?pid=p9814 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_79125.html?pid=p9814 These are the days I knock myself around for being such a crybaby and whiner.I have been communicating with a long lost friend from California. Well, not communicating exactly, but getting posts and Sat, 08 Dec 2007 03:39:20 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/13117/post_79125.html?pid=p9814