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Warning! warning! this blog is a weapon of Kass destruction! All of blogville must take serious precausions to not be consumed by humourous posts, romantic poetry, and for allah's sakes!!! protect each other from the boring posts that speak of Kass's daily life! as any other weapon of Kass destruction, one must enter with causion and follow the signs along your way. be careful not to come out of Kassville all warm and fuzzy! there is a high risk that u will leave with a sense of warmth! beware!
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spring in my step Oct 12, 2007 9:55 pm
Mood: bouncy, 675 Views
Ya ever get the feelin? U know when u fall face first in love? And ur walkin around with ur face in the air, and u look like a total fool but u really don't give a? Yep. Good way 2 describe how Kassam feels lately. My woman is the centre of my universe, and I make sure she knows it every minute of every hour of every day! I try 2 keep the lines of communication as wide open as I can, and I'm willing 2 take on any chalenges that face us. Think we gotta pretty good foundation set. Now all I gotta do is get my ass out of Iraq! That won't be hard now though. 2day 4 some particular reason, I have an extra bounce in my step wehhee! Well actually I'll say why. I know she'll read it, but uh...I wanna let every1 else know, so I'll spoil the surprise in the process lol. Once I'm in Canada, I've picked the day that I'm gonna propose 2 her. I'm doin it on her 20th bday. Shhhhhhh. Don't know where, don't know how, but I do know when. I want 2 make her day special awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Any suggestions on how I should make it nice?
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cozy in here Oct 11, 2007 11:13 pm
Mood: cozy, 574 Views
Yep. Who would have thought that 1 could feel warm fuzzy and cozy in Iraq, but somehow, 2day I feel just that. I'm all wrapped up, even though it's boiling, but my sweet baby, the way she makes me feel, I feel comfie cozy even in the middle of a war zone...what more could I ask. Well, I could ask all my ff friends here 2 share the soft feeling with me. Slip into ur soft blankets and night clothes, feel it with me. Allow urself 2 feel very soft and cozy. Think of something that soothes ur mind. Think of me pampering u. Bringing u warm things 2 eat and drink, playing soft sounds of nature 4u. I haven't felt this way in so long. Friends, please share it with me.
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just Kassam's words Oct 8, 2007 5:42 pm
Mood: depressed, 594 Views
time passes,
leaving me unchanged.
Making no progress,
seasing no hurt.
fumbling for words,
that simply are out of reach,
nothing left,
but the feelings inside me.
failing 2 understand,
lacking the want to.
yearning,
yet surrendering all hope
looking out,
as if to find something more.
slipping further,
into the night's stillness.
thoughts haunting
a heart already in distress.
A mind racing,
looking to find the next passage out.
determined to leave,
yet afraid to leave something of the self behind.
perhaps something that was once my own,
now belonging to someone else
thoughts fade,
but often return.
a place once known as home
deteriorating before me
I know I must go,
but simply cannot.

Iraq was once a home 2 me as any other, once my haven...now, I watch in horror as my motherland slowly slips through the cracks, as she fades faster than my faith in her ever will...
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what do u do in that case? Oct 8, 2007 11:49 am
Mood: I give..., 747 Views
What do u do when a situation is beyond ur control, but no matter what way u go about it, u will end up hurting someone. What do u do? What do u say? Do u walk away and leave it? Do u hurt 1 person and please the other then apologize later 2 the person u hurt? I'm in so deep, I'm hurting, and I just don't know what 2 do I just don't know. I need 2 b around someone right now so I don't have 2 think so much. Stop thinking Kass...stop thinking...
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I need someone 2 hear me... Oct 8, 2007 8:57 am
Mood: crushed, 630 Views
All I can say, is that this is the worst pain I've ever ficking felt, and I don't know what 2 do with it. I know i'll get through it...I just don't know how or when at this time I really don't know! Theres no way she'll 4give me...when things come out wrong...o my god do they ever come out wrong...please come back...o my god I cant take it! I cant! I cant! and I just keep drifting...sinking further and further into this hurt...it's got me! it's comsuming everything I have...I need 2 b heard...I need comfort...I just wanna make it stop...o my god make it stop!
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shes back safely Oct 7, 2007 7:20 pm
Mood: relieved, 626 Views
My baby went out 2nite 2 meet some1 which of course left me nervous as hell...but I trusted her judgment, and shes fine. I just got off the line with her. She says everything went ok, so the tension's off! Part of me wished I could have been there 2 keep her safe, but shes fine anyway.
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Lanka and Ari Oct 5, 2007 1:43 pm
Mood: playful, 781 Views
They're the 2 favouritest women in my life hehehe but they love 2 pick on me! Lmao...although, I must admit, yesterday's pillow fight was the kinda relief I was lookin 4, after a day filled with uncertainties...who says ya cant find ur remedy in the blogs? It seems however that my 2 favouritest women are picking on me...hmmm...wise up Kass...think of a plan...gotta stop them...they're up 2 no good those 2...Lanka and Ari r gonna make a lets get Kassam pact.. hehe
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it's ok Oct 4, 2007 5:53 pm
Mood: optimistic, 640 Views
We're fine now. We worked out the kinks, and now shes not hurting. We're both jumping up and down! Wooooooooo! Now I can call her and talk Arabic 2 her...o my that does wonders...I cant write the affect it has on her without sensoring...wow! Even blows me away! Hehehehe ok it's off to...
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I don't mean it Oct 4, 2007 3:33 pm
Mood: sorry, 679 Views
I don't mean 2 hurt her...I'm going through so much and this is all I know right now.I'm having fit after fit...I'm afraid she'll get tired of it and leave. I love her so much... but I know I'm putting her through a lot right now. It's just that ever since the Hassan thing...anyway, I don't know what I'll do now. I keep going 2 sleep, and getting up. I wanna tell her so much...I'm hurting 2, just as much as she is. I'm sorry, baby.
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I'm so proud of her! Oct 3, 2007 12:52 pm
Mood: excited, 682 Views
My baby is finally taking the steps she needs 2 persue her singing career yays! Here is a photo of her at 1 of her shows! May she complete the path.
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