| woops! troops! |
May 10, 2008 11:07 am
Mood: really scared and worried..., 61 Views | I always say woops troops it's fun. anyway lanka thinks she might be preggers...uh I didn't do it...jk. we have to wait though. we used 2 methods of contreception and she thought she was pregnant before but the test came back negative in the end. damns.
but now shes missed her sycle for this month, according to her pill, she was supposed to have it yesterday and still nothing...nope...nothing...we're having a fit...we're not exactly sure what our odds are of conceiving when we've used 2 methods of prevention...thought we were doing good here...nice 1 kass...nice 1... so what are ur thoughts...what are our chances I don't know much about this... | |
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| omg out of the blue... |
May 9, 2008 5:24 pm
Mood: hurting, 111 Views | | I'm officially in the US. theres the happy news. the not so happy news and the thing thats bugging me, and yes, I've been having lots of fun with ur troops, but anyway...lanka never used to have a prob with me until recently I noticed that she was starting to get tense in certain situations.I mean she finds it hard to get into intimate moments with me. before u say tmi...I'm mentioning this for a reason. I told her just to come out and tell me whats wrong. I asked her to tell me why all of a sudden shes all uptight with me. turns out, she has a hard time dealing with the fact that my father is a terrorist, and knowing that while shes trying to be all warm and fuzzy with me is not the mose soothing thought in the world...I told her I'd never hurt her, she knows this, but shes just been thinking lately about him, and shes letting him interfere with us. I dn't know how to soothe her, or put her mind at ease on this 1...I'm lost for ways...no clue...I just feel really bad that shes thinking of him when she looks at me, I don't even look like the guy, I sound nothing like him, hell! I don't look related to him at all! why is she thinking of him when shes with me, and why so sudden? I need help....no seriously I need help...this hurts me. whenever I try to do things with her like I used to, it hurts her. physically and emotionally. the physical tension comes from her being all...well...tense....my god...I feel awful posting something like this but seriously this is killing me...any thoughts? I mean should I have told her about him at all? if I didn't , I would be lying by omission. I felt she had to know where I came from, I just felt it was the thing to do but now she doesn't want me like before... I need ideas...any1? | |
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| I know I said I wouldn't do this but she needs it |
May 5, 2008 7:09 pm
177 Views | | I know. I'm not supposed to blog, but I think my baby got hurt today. I think someone hurt her, something awful happened because she went out today, and came home, and ecver since she came back in shes been all silent and crying and she has this look on her face like someone ripped her world apart. I hope shes ok I really do...I hope no1 hurt my baby...I'm just getting really bad vibes... | |
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| makeshift turban |
Apr 23, 2008 7:20 pm
Mood: hehe..., 317 Views | salamz!
I'll pop in from time to time to share lil updates with lanka/m and I. guess u have to call her mid...lol every1 does in the arab room here...so anyway I felt like making her laugh tonight so I hid behind a pillow. she lifted it and found me and proceeded to sneakily remove my turban and proceeded to hit me with it L M A O!!!
so if I cant have that 1, I needs ta make 1, na? ya don't think? so what does this lil clever kassie do? huh? hmmmmm?
well by allah, I pick up a clear plastic container, place it ever so gracefully over me and say how's this for a turban!
o my god I've never seen her literally fall on the floor in tears laughin'! I think I'm gonna like married life...and perhaps she'll be a lil warm and fuzzy tonight?
kass, BEHAVE!
o shoot. sorry I forgot it was rated pg heres... hides blushing face... | |
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| contemplating |
Apr 21, 2008 1:39 pm
Mood: I cant take no more!, 382 Views | | I might take a break from ff for a while. it's putting too much strain on me emotionally, and I just lost my Samiraie, and this mornng I found out that 1 of my US soldier friends still in Iraq has been killed. I cant take this right now and I'm gonna miss the crap out of the guy. I gave hima big huge jumbo hug before I left Iraq and prayed for peace to be with him. I hope you're in a better place friend. so enchantress, Mary cruiser, the Bruces, Ari, and all my other close friends on here, I'll be on daily strength, it's a site. feel free to follow me there, it's a lot more peaceful han this junkyeard. sorry guys I just cant take the war, it destroys everyone and it's taking my best soldier friends too along with my people. some of my US friends are on ds, so I'll go and see them and cmfort them if they know this amazing young man I speak of. if any other soldiers who knew him are reading this I'm so so so sorry...hugs to u all... | |
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| I'm sorry, but... |
Apr 21, 2008 4:27 am
425 Views | if I seem sad, I just lost my camel...
if I seem hostile, I was raised by a terrorist...
if I seem bitter, I have received bitterness...
if I seem unwelcome, I am trying to keep certain people out of my haven...
if I seem bothered, I cant get over harsh words my father left me with...
if I seem defeated, I feel I have failed some...
if I seem empty, it's because I am. | |
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| camelficker? |
Apr 20, 2008 6:05 pm
481 Views | | so, no1, including myself enjoys being called a camelfcker, which was basically what was said. not exact words, but mplied none the less. I didn't notice the comment until recently when I was lookin' through old posts of mine to check for updates which I do from time to time. I knew what was really being said. the posts were, there's a good replacement for her, and I'm officially infertile! u know, I've had to stand behind Samirah a time or 2, but not to commit lude acts. I mean stand behind her in an emotional and moral sense. so I'd like to clear my name, and restore peace in kassville by banning those who have hurt, and continue to hurt me. and enchantress stop calling me uni's friend and accusing me of things u have no supporting evidence of. by the way for those of u who don't know, samirah is gone, and I'm mourning her, so I don't appreciate her being talked about that way! I miss her yes, but she was like the kid I never had to me. I protected her with all I had. so think what u want ff, I'm still the same kass I always was. the peaceful friendly arab. but if it must end this way...that shows what kind of people are willing to believe what they hear. | |
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| wow this truly is a weapon of kass distruction. sorry guys |
Apr 20, 2008 10:34 am
515 Views | | sorry 'bout the blogwar for the last couple days. I've made my decisions on how I will go 'bout this. I'm more inclined to blieve enchantress, as uni has had several handles and dates of birth in the past lil whle. o. not only that, but according to her, I f$%ck my camel. so I won't befriend someone who thinks this disgusting way of me. uni Samirah's baby was not mine and u need to see a neurologist... | |
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| ok Enchantress, what in allah's name is going on heres... |
Apr 19, 2008 10:45 pm
Mood: frustrated, 479 Views | | wtf I tried to comment on your dog post, and it says only friends can comment. ok fine? so I click where it says become a friend orw.e, and now it takes me to this fax order form...I'm not paying a red cent on this bloody site, especially after what I saw tonight hahahaha, so I'm not sure how this is gonna work, u may have to invite me in your network, cuz I tried, and have fallen on my iraqi ass and failed at it miserably...don't mean to keep pointing u out on the blogs, I've done 3 posts in a row on u, sorry, I'm just trying to get this contact anniciation thing solved lmao! maybe we can start this little thing on the groups or something where we can talk and have our friends join? how's that? btw update me on that wordpress thing, I like that site. hugs and peace always, | |
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| enchantress, in case u didn't see... |
Apr 19, 2008 2:09 pm
550 Views | | the only safe way I can think of foru to privately contact me is to send me a mail here on ff and I'll give u my home 1. and yes, my fiance knows I'm on here. shes here too. so yeah. send me a mail o here cuz I really really wanna finish this up I have things to tell to u. I think u need to be inlightened enlightened? damn iraqi spelling! anyway do u have msn or ym anything like that? I got both so we're covered. | |
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