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Mar 5, 2008 2:45 pm
Mood: courageous, 269 Views | Another thing. If, you are getting attention from someone you don't like, don't try to be nice, or ignore it. We can not tell you don't want to hear from us, Unless You Say So!
We are text readers, not mind readers. It is far nicer and more humane, to be honest, and say, "Push off, Perv!"
Thank you.
Jimy | |
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| You want me to do what? |
Mar 5, 2008 2:25 pm
Mood: disappointed, 391 Views | To my friends here in blogsyville:
I joined FF years ago, because the one chat room I visited closed, and a friend I had there, directed me here. A few months ago, I opened a MS page, because a friend wanted me to. I did not come here, in this impersonal, unemotional, cold place, to look for love. I am a hands on kinda guy, and need to look into the eyes of someone, and see the desire returned.
I've made several friends here, been to some of your houses, and shared my holiday treats with you. Those friendships are lasting, enduring. We email, snail mail, and phone often, sharing all that is happening in our lives.
I did meet someone here, a few years ago, and tried a long distance relationship. We were far too different, and I failed miserably. I learned that I have to be braver, in this new, digital environment. Not sure if I ever really will be. I do have trust issues.
Recently, someone admitted to being attracted to me. Of course, it's too late, she is involved in a committed relationship now. Timing is everything.
For anyone interested in finding true love in this environment, please consider the following advice.
1) Most men, like myself, have difficulty understanding your secret signs and codes. Subtlety is romantic, but not always affective.
2) Be wary of what you might find. Don't have preconceived notions or ideas. I strongly suggest you trust your instincts.
3) Be open. What your idea of a relationship is, might be different than others ideas. Accept that you are lucky every time you make a friend, that isn't a serial killer, and don't expect a marriage proposal, during the first week. If you do receive one, see suggestion 2.
4) Be honest. There will never be a reason to lie. If you are fat and ugly, (see attached photo of me), then true love will come, when you accept that physical differences can be hidden here, on this machine, but not when (eventually it should take place) you meet face to face. And guys, no woman believes we all have 10 inches.
Finally, if you are interested in me, please, forget about using subtle signs. Consider me blind, and only able to read body language in braille. Go neandertal on me. Hit me upside the head with a brick, and drag me back to your cave. Please.
I want to say that's all I got to say on this subject, but honesty first. There is probably more to come.
Jimy
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| As she strokes my head |
Mar 5, 2008 1:52 pm
Mood: bouncy, 258 Views | Your weight lays on me
Just the right pressure
In just the right places.
Deeply penetrating,
Throbbing,
Driving,
You squeeze me so hard.
Your caress,
As light as a feather,
as heavy as a boulder.
Impossible to concentrate.
My mind is lost to your wiles.
No focus, except on your pain.
I hate sinus headaches.
What?
Oh get your mind out of the gutter.
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| Rainy day blues |
Mar 4, 2008 5:28 pm
473 Views | I keep hearing your concerned
About my happiness.
But all that thought your given me
Is conscious I guess.
If I were walkin in your shoes
I wouldn't worry none.
While you and your friends
Are worryin about me
I'm havin lots of fun.
Countin flowers on the wall,
That don't bother me at all.
Playin solitaire till dawn
With a deck of fifty one.
Smokin cigarettes and
Watchin Captain Kangaroo,
Don't tell me
I've nothin to do.
Last night i dressed in tails
Pretended I was on the town
As long as I can dream,
It's hard to slow this swinger down.
So please don't give a thought to me.
I'm really doin fine.
You can always find me here,
And havin quite a time.
Countin flowers on the wall
That don't bother me at all.
Playin solitaire till dawn
With a deck of fifty one.
Smokin cigarettes and
Watchin Captain Kangaroo,
Now don't tell me
I've nothin to do.
It's good to see you.
I must go.
I know I look a fright.
Anyway my eyes are not
Accustomed to this light
And my shoes are not
Accustomed to this hard concrete.
So I must go back to my room
And make my day complete.
Countin flowers on the wall
That don't bother me at all.
Playin solitaire till dawn
With a deck of fifty one.
Smokin cigarettes and
Watchin Captain, Kangaroo,
Don't tell me
I've nothin to do.
Yep, still singing.
Have a great day/night, your choice.
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| Saving Grace |
Mar 3, 2008 5:27 pm
Mood: bouncy, 470 Views | One time around the block
Two times around the clock
Three times don't cross this lil lady
So pretty and oh so bold
Got a heart full o gold on a lonely road
She say, "I don't even think that god can save me"
am i
Gainin ground
am i
Loosin face
am i
Lost and found by saving Grace
Thankful for the gift my angels gave me
Born alone
We die alone
I'm just sittin here by the phone
Waitin for the lord to send my callin
Streetwise from the bulevard
Jesus only knows but she tries too hard
She's only tryin to keep the sky from fallin
Minny Manny says it's heaven or heall
Probbly got somethin useless to sell
You ask me if I'm safe
Well what's it too ya
Blow a quarter
Cop another deal
If you runnin that high
You loosin your faith
Just throw your hands up and scream Halalujah
Halaluja
Halaluja
halaluja
Amen
One time around the sun
Another year older and my work aint done
It's time for me to write the final chapter
Deal the cards and roll the dice
Sex drugs and rock and roll are my only vice
Just tryin figure out just whats here after
Halaluja
Halaluja
Halaluja
Halaluja
Amen
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| Been Seranading you all day. |
Mar 3, 2008 3:58 pm
Mood: flirtatious, 437 Views | Had a wonderful night last night, chatting with a friend. I wonder if it will go anywhere, but either way, I am happy to know her. We were comfortable enough in our brief friendship to chat till the wee hours, about everything, from the worst moments of our pasts, to our preferences for dinner and deserts.
I blame this mood I am in on her. I spent all day, solving problems and creative construction on an elaborate oak mantle piece, singing. From Percy's, When a man loves a woman, to H.I.M., Wicked Games, love ballads, like Croce's, Had to say it in a song, to death metal. (Right now, Loreena McKennit, The mummers' dance.) Not impressed? I left my mp3 home, so sang from memory, and heart. The client has asked me not to tomorrow. Guess I can give up those nonexistent Idol Dreams.
For those of you who asked, I will post tomorrow or next day, pics of last weeks tile job.
Tomorrow, will continue working on the mantle. Carving a center piece, floral bouquet. But I did notice today, the block I started carving, is not oak. It had a red patina, and I thought it was oak, but I think it's birch. I hope I can match the colors, or I will have lost a whole days work on it.
Anyone else know "Whiskey Lullaby", by Brad Paisley? Just curious. If not, giver her a whirl. Very sad.
What about "Seven Spanish Angels", Ray Charles & Willie Nelson? Tragic.
I am in such a good mood, I truly enjoy them. LOL
coo koo
But for someone special, I will now sing Percey's, "Cover Me".
Cover me
Cover me
Spread your precious love
All over me
Can't you see the need
In me
Oh cover me
Cover me
Missed you today. Hope to see you soon.
Jimy
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| I'm not an addict |
Mar 2, 2008 6:30 pm
Mood: calm, 408 Views | Breath it in and
Breath it out and
Pass it on
It's almost out
We're so creative
So much more
We're hig above
But on the floor
it's not a habit
It's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it
You're on
The other side
The deeper you stick it
in your vain
The deeper the thoughts
There's no more pain
I'm in heaven
I'm a god
I'm everywhere
I feel so high
It's not a habit
It's cool
I feel so alive
If you don't have it
Your on
The other side
I'm not an addict
Maybe
That's a lie
It's over now
I'm cold
Alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing
to me
Oh, nothing means a thing
to me
It's not a habit
It's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it
Your on
The other side
I'm not an addict
Maybe
thats a lie
Free me
Leave me
Watch me as
I'm goin down and
Free me
Steel me
Look at me
I'm fallin in
I'm fallin
It is not a habit
It is cool I feel alive
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| IT'S HER!!!! |
Mar 2, 2008 4:39 pm
Mood: anxious, 492 Views | I sit patiently,
Waiting continually
Wondering questioningly
Where is she?
Will I hear from her tonight?
Will she hear my heart cry out
to her like a banshee's cry?
Where is she now?
What is she doing?
What is she thinking?
What is she feeling?
Do you feel good tonight?
Are you over the fright
of seeing a heart offered?
Is there hope for us in sight?
Afraid of being alone?
Don't want to go on?
Are you what you seem?
Is your spirit
Kind or mean?
So many come wearing
Masks of delight
To hide the horrible fright
of their true selves.
What face will you show me?
What trust will you ask?
Will you hide
Your Heart
From me?
Wondering where she is
She's signed on.
Will she page me?
She's paging me!
What do I say?
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| Judgement of action |
Mar 1, 2008 7:52 pm
Mood: contemplative, 300 Views | Why do I hate missed opportunities more than failures? I would rather try and fail, drag myself up bloodied and embarassed, then never get a chance at the brass ring.
I was told today of a missed opportunity. A beautiful soul, that has displayed such warmth, such caring, had an infatuation with me, but never said anything, until today. She has committed to a long term relationship with another man, and is finding happiness.
She has always displayed an incredible insight to the human soul. Her words have always captured my attention. Her mind, her beliefs, her soulful writings are so beautiful. I wanted her, truly. I think I believed she would never be interested in such as me. I am no great wit. I am not beautiful. I am not a brilliant writer, my poetry sucks, and I know it. My music is horrible, (the piano, guitar, trumpet, harp, and mandoline). I love life, and will try till I die, enjoying all failures, able to laugh at myself.
Oh well. Maybe the next time I feel such a connection, I will actually do something about it. And I do wish her all the happiness she deserves.
Oh, and to whomever, posting in the past, believes I shouldn't seek lust, I will anyway. I would rather have one night with someone that loves something, anything, than a lifetime with someone that can't get excited, or feel passion for anything. Just my opinion. Please don't be offended.
Goodnight all. May all of your opportunities be seen, and attempted.
Jimy | |
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| Calling all lusty women! |
Mar 1, 2008 2:12 pm
Mood: grateful, 451 Views | Thank you all. The affair was a decade ago, but she was the only I ever fell completely in love with. I knew she had problems, the alcohol and coke. But I was always there, willing to try. We never even really broke up, just had scheduling problems, and didn't see each other for months. She lives in a different part of the country now, but sees fit to contact mutual friends here, and complain about me, all these years later. I woke up, needing reciprocity, but instead, following Ari-fairy's lead, choose to empty the last vestiges of her hold on my heart, from my being.
I am completely at peace, and looking forward to falling in love again. Any volunteers?
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