http://friendfinder.com/blog/CaptainPrincess/index.html?site=ff&pid=p9814 [i]~Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe~[/i][b][color dark green]peace.love.the beatles.[/color][/b] http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122276.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= So, one of my best buds is currently in school to become a hair stylist. I can't wait for her to finish and have her own chair, because then I will finally have a stylist who will LISTEN TO WHAT I WAN Sat, 28 Nov 2009 02:57:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122276.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122246.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= It's 3:30amI had another bad dream and now I can't sleep, so I've been visiting blogs and listening to music, waiting for sleep to come back to me.I don't remember what the dream was about, but whatev Fri, 27 Nov 2009 04:07:44 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122246.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122210.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= Today I was sitting at work, staring out the window at the dreary, rainy day (18 days straight now...) when I received a text from grocery boy that reads,"I shall seek and find you.I shall take you to Thu, 26 Nov 2009 00:12:33 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122210.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122174.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= Today I've eaten like I'm incredibly hungover...Basically, I've stuck mostly to the liquidsI think I slightly overdosed on food yesterday.But I believe everything is back to normal. I think all of our Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:41:09 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122174.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122142.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= My purging is going to have to wait a little bit longer. I'm still not ready to review everything I've been trying to ignore for the past two weeks. Can you all hear me? Am I muffled with my head in t Tue, 24 Nov 2009 02:51:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122142.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122033.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= I've been a bit absent from posting lately.Sorry.I just thought I would check in, let you know I'm safe and alive...This past week or so has been really rough and horrible. I knew that if I tried to k Fri, 20 Nov 2009 04:32:01 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_122033.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121788.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= It's my day offI have discovered the perfect combination of pillows, blankets and fluffy cat for the ultimate comfy experience.I'm munching on chocolate covered pretzels and reading a great bookOne of Tue, 10 Nov 2009 16:17:11 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121788.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121771.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= My dad caught me coming in at 7am this morning, on his way out to work. (I was almost positive he would have been gone by then)I was going to try the whole 'just taking a early morning walk', except I Tue, 10 Nov 2009 03:04:49 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121771.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121715.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= How do I shove this whole night into a post that isn't a small novel...Let's backtrack.I spent all day on Friday with grocery boy. All day. We had breakfast, lunch and dinner together. I haven't laugh Sun, 08 Nov 2009 02:38:33 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121715.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121704.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= Last night I had 'the everlasting nightmare'Well, that's what I call it.The everlasting nightmare is when I have a nightmare, wake up from it, and when I fall back asleep, I fall right back into the d Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:50:14 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121704.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121659.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= Tonight the power went out.I was at a friend's house, watching a movie with her when it happened.We sat and chatted for awhile.I still haven't told her about the other night with punk rocker boy. I wa Fri, 06 Nov 2009 02:41:50 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121659.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121655.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= My boss, the regular vet at the clinic I work at, has taken a couple of months off of vacation time.We now have a substitute vet. He brought along his tech, or...what was the good word of the week? Mi Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:28:43 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121655.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121595.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= I went downtown tonight, was having a drink or four (yeah was closer to four than one) with some girlfriends, swaying to the music, when I got a tap on my shoulder.Punk rocker boy!Long time no see, he Wed, 04 Nov 2009 01:27:00 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121595.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121570.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= It's only noon?That seems a bit unfair. There's still so much of this day that could be bad. I'm ready for bed.I had another messed up dream. I'm not even getting into it, because even I don't want to Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:13:35 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121570.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121557.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= I wish there was a way to block out dreams.I'm a very vivid dreamer. I probably have, at least, one to two dreams a night.And they usually aren't pleasant ones.The more dreams I have in one night, the Tue, 03 Nov 2009 01:52:52 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121557.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121510.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= but green is the new black,please recycle!............that's all.Yes, even I can hold back the rambles long enough to share this important message with you.Oh, another important message?Don't pay atte Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:12:02 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121510.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121492.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= I wrote my last post 19 minutes ago.The plan was to head to bed right after.I went upstairs. I got some juice from the kitchen, and on the way out through the living room, I was hit with the sudden ur Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:38:36 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121492.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121489.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= My night officially sucked.It started out great. I was excited to unwind at a Halloween party.Well, I was bummed that grocery boy was grounded, and couldn't escort me to the party. I'm not sure what h Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:14:58 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121489.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121457.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= well, it's officially Halloween on my side of the world,so Happy Halloween my little witches and warlocks.Tonight was fun. I think I might have left marks in grocery boy's arm from grabbing on to him Sat, 31 Oct 2009 01:52:31 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121457.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121449.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m= I had three dreams last night.The first one, a spider was crawling up my leg. I couldn't get it off, and my sister couldn't see it. I kept screaming and begging her to kill it. When it reached my hip, Fri, 30 Oct 2009 20:49:42 -0800 http://friendfinder.com/blog/926/post_121449.html?site=ff&pid=p9814&m=