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Welcome to Ari-Wood. Step right up and see the sights. To your left, you will see the delicate fragility of fairy land. On the right, watch out for the fiery dragons. For your safety, we recommend you stay on the path and don't stray into the netherworlds of risk and chance. Alternatively, perhaps you like the benefits that go along with taking that chance..........

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My heart is a book which you leaf through as simply as the pages of this blog..

Antiqued an worn
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Where only one can see
And whispering spirits tarry

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Like no other book
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Upon my inner pages
Are scribbled
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My life

You are such a treasured book
All my love, Sister of my heart
(Written by a special sister of my heart...MsAlchemy2...a special gift...I wanted to share.)
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Total Chaos May 25, 2008 8:11 am
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I'm feeling rather overwhelmed right now. I can't begin to believe the sheer quantity of work that needs to be done. I really thought I had a handle on it...and then today I evaluated it more carefully. Can I just shoot myself in the butt with a bazooka and get it over with?

The house has been taking longer to re-organize than I expected. Just as I get one room cleaned, organized, and ready to go....I realize that there's something else in it that needs done. That's the Missy Anal side of me. I can't stand to let go until its finished. Of course...that doesn't stop me from starting the next part of the work. That's cause I'm STUPID. lol....

So...while working on getting the dining room where I want it, I decided to go ahead and paint the china cabinet. Not a bad thing....but probably way earlier than I should have started it. So now I have dishes all over the table and cabinets....the whole...you know...three cabinets I have....and the china cabinet is beautiful blue...and I'm just giving it a day or so to make sure the paint is set up....so...let's try some small tasks. How about we put the new house numbers on the house? They've only been in the garage for a year waiting to be put up.

Out to the garage...get the house numbers...oh yeah...aluminum siding...need to pre-drill the holes....where are those drill bits? In the back of the garage....I can't get to them cause the garage is a disaster area. Ok...let's organize the garage...and I started...and very quickly got overwhelmed. I need to....no...I should do this first...oh hold on...you forgot this...and finally I threw my hands up in the air and retreated in defeat to the house.

My sis called to walk me through how to hook up a battery charger....my car is dead as a doornail due to some ignorant woman who left the lights on for two days. Hmmm...don't know who that could be. I could call Roadside Assistance...but then...while I was out in the garage...I found a battery charger. Bet he didn't realize he left that here. Seems like a better thing to learn how to use it. Of course...it's the electrical stuff that freaks me out.

So..."positive to positive". How do I know which is positive? "It's all red." Ok. Got it. "Negative to negative." Got it. "Plug it in." Ummm...wait a minute. There are settings on this thing. 6 volt or 12 volt? My brother-in-law says 12 volt. K. Trickle or maximum power? "Well duh....I'm guessing if your battery is dead, you want maximum." Ok. Hold on...I'm going to plug it in. First I have to unbury the extension cord. Got it.

I pull the charger as far from the car as I can....and then the cord as far from all of it as I can...and tentatively plug it in. No explosions. Oh yeah...I have to turn it on. I don't want to. What if I did it wrong? "Just turn the flipping thing on." Ok....don't yell. Lean over as far as I can and push the button. On...

"Did it explode?"

No, I'm still here.

"Retard."

Thanks.

Think I'll be brave enough to do it next time?

I think it's time to back up a bit....slow down...take one thing at a time...and stop thinking about everything that's still not done. The garage will still be there when the house is organized. It may drive me insane climbing over all the crap....and I may not be able to really work on the house until it's organized...which is giong to make me nuts cause I only have so much warm weather to work in....but....when too much is disorganized...I feel chaotic and I can't function well. It just flat out stops me in my tracks and I feel...totally overwhelmed. So...if I don't back up...nothing is going to get accomplished...or finished. One thing at a time little butterfly. It doesn't have to all be done today.

Patience is a virtue. Anybody got some to spare?
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