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this week I want to carve terrible meaning from living air bathe in the dark longing of the hills smash civilization to smithereens comfort the wounded and the ill scream until my throat bleeds comprehend the heavens at a glance split skulls cure disease and hold you forever in my arms |
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6/3/2008 10:37 am |
For some reason this poem made me think of red meat. Cheers! 
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6/3/2008 10:50 am |
Mate, you make me almost want to join ... well, except the holding in arms thing ... just keep them to yourself. But in light all that has been happening, the smashing of civilisation (what is with the z anyway!), screaming to the heavens seeking comprehension ... I am with you there. In the immortal words from 6th Sense ... I see stupid people.
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6/3/2008 11:08 am |
I love the mix of love and violence (not in a relationship ) in this.
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6/3/2008 11:27 am |
get a job in a nursing home. I want to do all that every time I go to work...especially the split skulls one.
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6/3/2008 11:52 am |
OMG goosebumps on my back, I've never heard you expression violence before Guess we al have times when we feel like this  When we are lost in thought, could the reason be that we're on totally unfamiliar terrain?
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 6/3/2008 11:58 am |
Kinda great this one....liking it very mucho... Never Give Up Hope...Your Dreams Are Out There....
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6/3/2008 12:14 pm |
Well, you are going to be very busy aren't you. I have just one thing to say since this is gonna be some task for you - You better get started quick since it's Tuesday already. Good luck 
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6/3/2008 12:54 pm |
oh I never knew  lolthanks for reading and as per Dave Allen "May your God go with you"
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6/3/2008 1:59 pm |
Wow, and to think I didn't think you had a mean bone in your body!
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6/3/2008 2:33 pm |
best you go for a beer then whats it all about if you cant have a laugth and a shag every now and then
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6/3/2008 2:37 pm |
Hope you find peace in her arms .... SL  Keep love in your heart ! SL
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6/3/2008 3:48 pm |
I LOVE this one....I look forward to your next... Spread your wings a little bit more, every single day.
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6/3/2008 3:51 pm |
 u dont look like a violent person to me.. but m with you on screaming since been doing that with 'smartyass' drivers here in china who always gave me a hard time on the road.. seriously tho,nice poem..luv it! thanks for sharing.. daphne JuSt An OrDiNaRy GiRl WiTh XtRa OrDiNaRy DrEaMs! 
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6/3/2008 4:03 pm |
get a job in a nursing home. I want to do all that every time I go to work...especially the split skulls one. Remember..live each day as it comes..it may be your last!!!xx " NAMASTE"
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6/3/2008 4:05 pm |
What makes this so fecking brilliant is the honesty. Thank you, I read it and wanted to cry, why?....Because that is how I feel every day of my life. Can anyone say enigma? Michelle 
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6/3/2008 5:45 pm |
Just finished watching Love in the Time of Cholera.... and for some reason your poem reminds me of the movie (haven't worked my way through the novel...) Wishing you happiness Misty
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6/3/2008 7:33 pm |
You're going to have a very busy week. Throw in opening malls, fixing poverty and discovering world peace, you're the next Miss America. Better throw waxing all parts of the body into the mix...  on a more serious note, this is a really beautiful poem. Much Love,CaptainPrincess 
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6/3/2008 7:44 pm |
Did you overdose on marmite again? You really have to start laying off the stuff, mate. But if you're gonna start smashing things, I do need a wall taken down... (Feckin brill, btw--I swoon at the gratuitous violence in your blog) I'm dyslexic. I scream Ho Dog instead of Oh God in the throes of passion.
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6/3/2008 9:10 pm |
"OMG goosebumps on my back, I've never heard you expression violence before" 'Goose bumps' on your BACK?! Why your back, for pities sake, woman??? Her BACK . . . now I've heard it all . . . *** mumble, mumble, shakes head in agonized disquiet *** They OBVIOUSLY don't make 'em like they USED TO . . .
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6/4/2008 12:12 am |
What has you so confused with life??? Hope you tend to move away from the violence and more toward the good stuff.... _____________________________ Catch you on the flip side
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6/4/2008 7:25 am |
For some reason this poem made me think of red meat. That's rare.
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6/4/2008 7:32 am |
Mate, you make me almost want to join ... well, except the holding in arms thing ... just keep them to yourself. But in light all that has been happening, the smashing of civilisation (what is with the z anyway!), screaming to the heavens seeking comprehension ... I am with you there. No chance of a cuddle, then?
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6/4/2008 7:33 am |
I love the mix of love and violence (not in a relationship ) in this.
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6/4/2008 7:35 am |
get a job in a nursing home. I want to do all that every time I go to work...especially the split skulls one. One of the best jobs I ever had.
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6/4/2008 7:36 am |
OMG goosebumps on my back, I've never heard you expression violence before Guess we al have times when we feel like this Better this way than any other.
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6/4/2008 7:37 am |
Kinda great this one....liking it very mucho...
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6/4/2008 7:38 am |
Well, you are going to be very busy aren't you. I have just one thing to say since this is gonna be some task for you - You better get started quick since it's Tuesday already. Good luck Curing disease tomorrow afternoon.
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6/4/2008 7:39 am |
oh I never knew lol
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6/4/2008 7:39 am |
Wow, and to think I didn't think you had a mean bone in your body!
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6/4/2008 7:40 am |
best you go for a beer then
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6/4/2008 7:41 am |
Hope you find peace in her arms ....SL
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6/4/2008 7:43 am |
I LOVE this one....I look forward to your next...
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6/4/2008 7:45 am |
u dont look like a violent person to me..but m with you on screaming since been doing that with 'smartyass' drivers here in china who always gave me a hard time on the road.. seriously tho,nice poem..luv it! thanks for sharing.. daphne Go easy on them drivers. Thanks for visiting
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6/4/2008 7:47 am |
This week there were no life threatening Emergencies on the ward but quite a few horrible characters i would have prefared to split skulls than take care off.My patience was tested to the utmost,they were lucky.Anyway,i survived and next week im off to Hungary to be with Mike and put my feet up for three weeks,LOL...nice Blog again:-9 You deserve it.
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6/4/2008 7:50 am |
Just finished watching Love in the Time of Cholera.... and for some reason your poem reminds me of the movie (haven't worked my way through the novel...)
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6/4/2008 7:51 am |
You're going to have a very busy week. Throw in opening malls, fixing poverty and discovering world peace, you're the next Miss America. Better throw waxing all parts of the body into the mix... on a more serious note, this is a really beautiful poem.
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6/4/2008 8:14 am |
Did you overdose on marmite again? You really have to start laying off the stuff, mate. But if you're gonna start smashing things, I do need a wall taken down... (Feckin brill, btw--I swoon at the gratuitous violence in your blog) first on the list of ingredients has to be treated with all due respect. WHF is responsible for most of the gratuitous violence round here. (Just don't tell her I said do)
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6/4/2008 8:16 am |
"OMG goosebumps on my back, I've never heard you expression violence before" 'Goose bumps' on your BACK?! Why your back, for pities sake, woman??? Her BACK . . . now I've heard it all . . . *** mumble, mumble, shakes head in agonized disquiet *** They OBVIOUSLY don't make 'em like they USED TO . . .
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6/4/2008 8:17 am |
What has you so confused with life??? Hope you tend to move away from the violence and more toward the good stuff.... You never experience conflicting emotions? Thanks for visiting.
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6/4/2008 8:26 am |
What makes this so fecking brilliant is the honesty. Thank you, I read it and wanted to cry, why?....Because that is how I feel every day of my life. Can anyone say enigma? of the word "enigma". *sigh* Thanks for being so fecking honest.
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6/4/2008 9:17 am |
But it's civiliZation that I want to smash. Civilisation was a ground breaking BBC documentary series with Kenneth Clark from 1969 (a very good year). No chance of a cuddle, then? I think MM's grandaunt could accommodate you on the cuddle. In the immortal words from 6th Sense ... I see stupid people.
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6/4/2008 12:12 pm |
"scream until my throat bleeds"...... man i hope is pure literaly i was agressed in ro few times and i got at limit of histeria and i screamed minuts and minuts, i just could not stopped or controled, my body did not respond, my thoath was blocked..... did not bleed but if you expect to have it bleeding then make sure you are near an hospital in the rest i love it!
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6/4/2008 1:31 pm |
Makes your head all buzzy, doesn't it? my head is frequently all buzzy and dichotomous.
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6/4/2008 1:42 pm |
I wouldn't try borrowing any money from my ulna if I were you.
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6/4/2008 3:59 pm |
You have some serious competition in the recipe contest. Do you want me to sabbotage rachieannelol's meal? A HALF CENTURY of history. 50th BIRTHDAY on NOVEMBER 24!!
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6/4/2008 8:11 pm |
I love the way you write a poem to know me is to love me
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6/4/2008 9:22 pm |
I didn't miss you out, they just ignored my hilarious misspellings of the word "enigma". *sigh* Thanks for being so fecking honest. Seriously Gower...this poem is one of my favorites....it just grabbed me by the leg and smashed me up against a wall.....*wink*.... you get ~kudos~ Michelle
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6/5/2008 4:13 am |
Oh, I run away from violence, don't you worry. You never experience conflicting emotions? Thanks for visiting. Always good to see who wins though.....LOL Caz _____________________________ Catch you on the flip side
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6/5/2008 4:52 am |
is it a violent cry for comfort? just wondering and wandering.... 
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6/5/2008 6:29 am |
"is it a violent cry for comfort?" No, I believe it to simply be an over-vigorous cry for a 'comfort woman'!
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6/5/2008 6:31 am |
Somehow I hear Bruce Lee's "Who-ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh". Did you eat spinach like Popeye? Love the contrast and tension in the poem. Agnes
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6/5/2008 7:47 am |
Ah, that sounds much more reasonable. Why do you always bring up childhood memories? No chance you think that's a good year because you were born in '69? I think MM's grandaunt could accommodate you on the cuddle. My short term memory is totally shot, so childhood memories are sharper. Grand Aunts are always good cuddlers, I think it has something to do with the soporific odor of mothballs they gently radiate.
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6/5/2008 7:49 am |
"scream until my throat bleeds"...... man i hope is pure literaly i was agressed in ro few times and i got at limit of histeria and i screamed minuts and minuts, i just could not stopped or controled, my body did not respond, my thoath was blocked..... did not bleed but if you expect to have it bleeding then make sure you are near an hospital in the rest i love it! I'll be careful with the vocal chords. Glad you like the poem.
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6/5/2008 7:50 am |
Well, my head is frequently all buzzy and dichotomous.
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6/5/2008 7:52 am |
Oh my... thank you for the warning. I'll keep that in mind for future unfortunate events.
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6/5/2008 7:53 am |
You have some serious competition in the recipe contest. Do you want me to sabbotage rachieannelol's meal?
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6/5/2008 7:54 am |
I love the way you write a poem I love your tattoo.
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6/5/2008 7:56 am |
It is amazing how a person can have so many thoughts and feelings run you through in a breath or blink of an eye. Seriously Gower...this poem is one of my favorites....it just grabbed me by the leg and smashed me up against a wall.....*wink*.... you get ~kudos~ it just grabbed me by the leg and smashed me up against a wall that has to be one of my all-time favourite compliments
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6/5/2008 7:58 am |
Oh yes all the time - I spend most of my day arguing with myself Always good to see who wins though.....LOL Caz
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6/5/2008 7:59 am |
is it a violent cry for comfort? just wondering and wandering....
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6/5/2008 8:00 am |
"is it a violent cry for comfort?" No, I believe it to simply be an over-vigorous cry for a 'comfort woman'! Try again.
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6/5/2008 8:03 am |
Somehow I hear Bruce Lee's "Who-ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh". Did you eat spinach like Popeye? Love the contrast and tension in the poem. You're also responsible for me going "Who-ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" at work.
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6/5/2008 10:57 am |
No, it's because the US started withdrawing troops from Vietnam. My short term memory is totally shot, so childhood memories are sharper. Grand Aunts are always good cuddlers, I think it has something to do with the soporific odor of mothballs they gently radiate. For me, it was aunts and the smell of lavender talc and mothballs for grandmother on special occasions. Ptui! In the immortal words from 6th Sense ... I see stupid people.
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6/5/2008 12:14 pm |
Red meat? That's rare. Cheers!
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6/5/2008 8:24 pm |
i liked this maybe i'm strange but I thought it was deeply passionate LOL whatever! cheers 'To conquer oneself is a greater task than conquering others'..Buddha
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6/5/2008 8:55 pm |
In some ways....I want to do all these things regularly....and none of them often....except the last line...which dropped me with its simplicity. Just beautiful. Feel the passion, walk in peace, live in love....Ari 
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6/6/2008 5:11 am |
Ah, yes, that was a good year ... I agree. Don't keel over now ... For me, it was aunts and the smell of lavender talc and mothballs for grandmother on special occasions. Ptui! Our next door neighbour smoked a pipe, and I loved the smell of the tobacco. The smoke made my eyes water, but still smelt better than cigarette smoke.
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6/6/2008 5:17 am |
Exactly. good enough to play for Accrington Stanley!" "Accrington Stanley?........Who are dey?" "Exshactly!" (don't ask)
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6/6/2008 5:18 am |
i liked this maybe i'm strange but I thought it was deeply passionate LOL whatever! cheers
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6/6/2008 5:19 am |
In some ways....I want to do all these things regularly....and none of them often....except the last line...which dropped me with its simplicity. Just beautiful.
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6/6/2008 7:53 am |
Agnes, you crack me up. You're also responsible for me going "Who-ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" at work. You dared to scream that way at work? Got to fetch my stretcher again. Agnes
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6/6/2008 9:17 am |
You dared to scream that way at work? Got to fetch my stretcher again. I'm a martial arts expert and leaves me alone. I tell them I have a black belt in origami.
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6/6/2008 4:11 pm |
Ah, so that was you! Thanks...I don't know what to do with it, but thanks! it just grabbed me by the leg and smashed me up against a wall that has to be one of my all-time favourite compliments Michelle sees the foolishness in teasing the black belt and slowly backs out of the block..... Please don't throw any of those paper cranes! Michelle
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6/7/2008 2:51 am |
("Eclipse,you elevate my soul I've lost all self-control...") It's a great privilege for your fans&friends to have you on this site. I need some living air after reading this breathless poem. Have a good rest!
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6/9/2008 6:02 am |
Not sure what you do with them either, but the word in itself can go along with your black belt in origami....(still has me laughing my ass off)....Kudos....whhhhhoooooo aaaahhhhh.... Michelle sees the foolishness in teasing the black belt and slowly backs out of the block..... Please don't throw any of those paper cranes! useless at playing poker. No matter how good my hand, I always fold. (I just made that up, whaddaya think?)
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6/9/2008 6:04 am |
("Eclipse,you elevate my soul I've lost all self-control...") It's a great privilege for your fans&friends to have you on this site. I need some living air after reading this breathless poem. Have a good rest! The weekend was restful, but now work makes me want to scream again.
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6/9/2008 7:28 am |
No need for the stretcher. Everyone now thinks I'm a martial arts expert and leaves me alone. I tell them I have a black belt in origami. Your black belt in origami reminds me of a fictional martial arts male expert who takes particular interests in embroidering and in wearing feminie garments in terribly loud colors. You two must both have very nimble fingers.  Agnes
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6/9/2008 7:45 am |
Now you crack me up. Your black belt in origami reminds me of a fictional martial arts male expert who takes particular interests in embroidering and in wearing feminie garments in terribly loud colors. You two must both have very nimble fingers. master the lethal arts of ikebana were futile from the start. Who told you about the feminine garments in terribly loud colours? It's only underwear, and I only ever wear it at the weekends, honest.
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6/13/2008 4:15 am |
So you turn your place into a T-stage at weekends and put on a catwalk show in those feminine garments, holding that gold ball in your hands? *start selling tickets to the passers-by at the door of Gower's place* Did I say congratulations to the shiny stuff you got? How dazzling it is. Agnes
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6/13/2008 4:52 am |
So you turn your place into a T-stage at weekends and put on a catwalk show in those feminine garments, holding that gold ball in your hands? *start selling tickets to the passers-by at the door of Gower's place* Did I say congratulations to the shiny stuff you got? How dazzling it is.
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6/14/2008 8:26 am |
You wanna be my manager? Agnes
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6/16/2008 6:33 am |
Depends on how well you can perform in that walk of cat.
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6/16/2008 8:05 am |
I'm not bad. I just have trouble with the high heels. Agnes
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6/16/2008 8:30 am |
Don't kick the high heels away! Put them on! Practise makes perfect. Otherwise you will make your ma | ||
