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It's been a while

3/23/2007 9:54 pm

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5/7/2007 8:32 pm

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high,

It's been a while, since I first saw you,

It's been a while, since I could stand on my own two feet again,

It's been a while, since I could call you.

And every thing I can't remember, as messed up as it all may seem,
the consequences that I've rendered,
I've stretched myself beyond my means.

It's been a while, since I could say, that I wasn't addicted and

It's been a while, since I could say, that i love myself as well and

It's been a while, since I've gone and messed thing up, just like i always do,

It's been a while, but all that sh[i!1l]t seems to disappear when I'm with you

And every thing I can't remember, as messed up as it all may seem
the consequences that are rendered
ive gone and messed things up again

why must i feel this way

just make it go away

just one more peaceful day

It's been a while, since I could look at myself straight

It's been a while, since I said I'm sorry

It's been a while, since I've seen the way the candles light your face

It's been a while, But I can still remember just the way you taste

And every thing I can't remember, as messed up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I can not blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while, since I could hold my head up high

It's been a while, since I could say, I'm sorry

eimee
(pamela eimee )