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aileen81 43F
594 posts
6/12/2008 4:40 am

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6/12/2008 5:19 am

The temptation

I hate one of my bad habit.... breaking a relationship, because i get bored easy.
I try not to feel the same about Peter, because what we had at Bali is really sweet.
I never feel the same with other man, secure and be who i am.
And now.. this feeling that "want to create problems" coming to me.
I don't want to end up my relationship with Peter.
But the longest relationship that i had is 4 years !! and other relationship is only last less than 8 months !
I can't understand why i "sabotage" my relationship... but this time i am trying hard to fight my self not to do it !
Peter is really busy and ask me to understand and he said he miss me.. but he doesn't answer my phone and not mail me !
He never into long distance relationship.. i don't know if he still want to maintain our relationship.. its only 2 month old !!
And even without me sabotage the relationship.. it seemed that we had some distance more than before especially this week !
I have to stay strong...