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_isabella 57F
327 posts
6/8/2016 3:39 am
My Heart




Good morning! I have so much inside that I want to express to you but I feel we have so much time in which to do so that there's no rush. For now I'm following my heart and moving slow. After all .. it took us this long to come this far - and I'm still trying to process how lucky I am to have the precious gift of your love.

Throughout the whole time we were apart I would go to sleep each night - and whisper to the darkness how much I still love you, hoping against hope that our connection was still there and you could hear me .. that you could feel me .. and know how much I missed you. There were so many times I wanted to write to you .. so many times I would open an email and start typing the words .. only to remember how it ended and I would stop. All I could do was hope that you would come to find me and that you wouldn't wait till I got back from my "Greenland sabbatical in 2019" to try LOL. I told you that because I thought it would cause you the least pain when I left. I wasn't leaving because I wanted to .. I was leaving so we could each have some room to grow. You needed time - and so did I. Time to figure out what was really and truly important.

I don't know if you have the same email address anymore but I would like to start emailing you again. Mine hasn't changed. Remember .. it's the address I keep for special things .. things that mean the most to me. Things like you.

I also downloaded YM again last night .. first time in so many years. If you want my ID - just ask and I'll give it. No rush ... whenever you're ready.

Anyhow .. because I can't send you email here I have to put it in a blog. There are things I'll tell you once we are alone together and our space is more private. For now though .. thank you. Just thank you. For making me so happy. I love you more than I can ever express. You are my heart.


Seems like yesterday
But years have passed us by
Precious memories are clear before my eyes
I can hear your voice calling out my name
But I don't know you now, nothing stays the same

All along I have wanted you
I pray tonight that you want me too
All along there was no one else
I've been waiting here
All by myself

If you were here with me
We'd ride the ocean tide
To that special place I held for you
Deep inside
I kept good company since you've been away
Lonely stayed with me
And pride began to fade

All along I have wanted you
I pray tonight that you want me too
All along there was no one else
I've been waiting here
All by myself

And I will follow you
Until the end of time
Till our love is at the end of the line
You walked out of my life just like the wind
And left behind a broken heart

All along I have wanted you
I pray tonight that you want me too
All along there was no one else
I've been waiting here
All by myself


Blessid Union of Souls
All Along





true love has a habit of coming back ...