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9/2/2009 1:17 am |
she wonders how her life became 'THIS' mouth frozen in losses grimace eyes that are devoid of expression heart that no longer cares whether it beats tears that never seem to stop falling painful realization drowning her in agony loneliness beyond comprehension stress is taking its toll she wiles her days away seeped in agonizing memories and what ifs... beating herself down mentally over and over..again and again 'BOUGHT..' for the price of holding loneliness at bay the 'luxury' of lifes most basic necessities merely 'creature comforts' realizing she's not actually so very different than those that 'prostitute' themselves . amazingrace54 . |
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9/2/2009 2:27 am |
hello nancy  the most beautiful view is the one I share with you
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 9/2/2009 6:28 am |
 Life will get better....I am having a blast now!! His loss and some other lucky guy's gain. Try to get back in the saddle.   One knows when happiness is found, when one no longer seeks it. 
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9/2/2009 7:12 am |
what is wrong with wanting happiness? fullfilment of your lifes desires? what is wrong with wanting to share yourself with someone? I don't think there's anything wrong with it.... I want it too Nancy.. I imagine we all do. I think you might have even told me once before... "when one door closes, another door opens"
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9/2/2009 8:22 pm |
Wishing you luck Some-one once said to me 'cheer up things could be worse so I cheered up and sure enough things got worse 
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9/2/2009 8:37 pm |
Existing but not living ............ Have been there and I'm glad I'm out ... (Tapestry) Thanks for sharing Nancy Listen to : I will survive .... (Gloria Gaynor) It helped me a lot  It's nice to be insane when No one is watching 
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9/3/2009 5:12 am |
hello nancy  It is nice to see you, I hope you and your 'lil' man are doing well..thanks for remembering me (((hugs)))Nancy
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9/3/2009 5:21 am |
Life will get better....I am having a blast now!! His loss and some other lucky guy's gain. Try to get back in the saddle. You sooodeserve it..we all do I'm hoping once I make a decision by tuesday that I won't be feeling all this stress. If you get the chance to read my next post it is about that decision. Thanks for visiting me, my friends at ff mean alot to me(including YOU) Take care(((hugs)))
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9/3/2009 5:28 am |
what is wrong with wanting happiness? fullfilment of your lifes desires? what is wrong with wanting to share yourself with someone? I don't think there's anything wrong with it.... I want it too Nancy.. I imagine we all do. I think you might have even told me once before... "when one door closes, another door opens" prescription for diazepam(sp)much stronger than the zoloft I have been on..I doubt ANY pill is the 'cure' for a heart that has been so betrayed..not once, but twice You sound 'chipper' these days my friend, I am sooo very happy for you! Take care(((hugs)))Nancy
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9/3/2009 5:30 am |
Wishing you luck Some-one once said to me 'cheer up things could be worse so I cheered up and sure enough things got worse  Well, you got me laughing anyway! ha!ha!ha! Thanks for the 'luck' wish
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9/3/2009 5:38 am |
Existing but not living ............ Have been there and I'm glad I'm out ... (Tapestry) Thanks for sharing Nancy Listen to : I will survive .... (Gloria Gaynor) It helped me a lot I'm sorry that you've "been there" yourself..what an AWFUL feeling/way to live.My therapist called me "bought" hence the title He's right, I said I would NEVER 'sell my soul,' but I have, as well as my body(though not for 'pay' to merely survive I WILL listen to the song, thank you!It sounds like you may have a post(Tapestry)I need to read (((hugs)))Nancy
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9/3/2009 6:33 pm |
sounds like you need a new     Live the life that you love,  and love the life that you live 
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9/5/2009 7:52 am |
Nancy - (((hugs))) I care...and I know you are going to make it. Tell your self what you would tell your best girl friend. Because, honey, you have to be there for YOU. DONNA THE LOVEBUG IN CONNECTICUT
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9/9/2009 12:27 am |
sounds like you need a new 
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9/9/2009 12:30 am |
Nancy - (((hugs))) I care...and I know you are going to make it. Tell your self what you would tell your best girl friend. Because, honey, you have to be there for YOU.
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9/9/2009 5:17 am |
It sounds like I may need a new..WHAT??!! And this what you said gave me an idea  " the 'luxury' of lifes most basic necessities " Like a new vacuum cleaner Live the life that you love, and love the life that you live
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9/9/2009 8:19 pm |
Oh I was just trying to think of something silly to say trying to get you to And this what you said gave me an idea " the 'luxury' of lifes most basic necessities " Like a new vacuum cleaner a REAL bed to sleep on. Your "something silly" has me smiling now I understand what you mean (((hugs)))Nancy
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11/7/2009 2:05 pm |
There are only three kinds of Irish men who can't understand women— young men, old men, and men of middle age. so what hope a lady so sod us we swines enjoy your god given time a prince whos fit your heart to entwine will come to you because your devine thanks for reading and as per Dave Allen "May your God go with you"
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