Blog : Let's Make Love Till Sunrise

Let's Make Love Till Sunrise

10/20/2009 7:30 am

It's a damn cold winter in a damn cold country. She can 't understand why there are still so many people choose to live here, just like the mysterious secret of her love to him. ¬
The sky is the color of grey, but not the silver one that she has been loved with for a long time. It's called dark grey, the color which makes people wanna die in a boring and disgusting world.¬
The street is unclean and dirty and the houses around look very old much more than traditional. Most of them are quite small and short which makes the road seem to be even wider. The cars are just like those made from the 19th century. There are no trees around at all but only some flowers in a small bottle which make them look like unreal just like her coming to him today.¬
It's 5th of Feb today and she finally left her own country for the only man that she has loved since about 22 months ago when she is gonna to be 22 years old. Everything ever happens to her is just like a dream. His name, his smile, his eyes, his hair, his smile, his career, his home, his girls, his friends, his family, his color, all of them have given her the power of love to bring her finally to him, through mountains and rivers.¬
Before this, she sent him a text to his mobile phone saying that she would arrive at LD at 6pm even she heard the woman saying "This person's phone is switched off, please try later or send a text." She was not sure if he could get it or not, or when he would read it, or where he was exactly. It was a totally adventure to her and she is experiencing the craziest moment of risks right now.¬
She recognized him at once when she got off the waiting gate in the airport and he looked even more handsome than before and much taller. He kept on looking around and smile filled his clean and smooth face after he saw her. She threw the briefcase away and opened her arms. He held her tightly in his arms for a long time and didn't say anything. At that moment she felt so unreal cos this only happened in her dreams before even for so many times. For her, he is not the man that she has been looking for years, but also the star that is gonna guide her world. He took the briefcase using his left hand and held her left hand with his right hand. His eyes never watched anyone else since she showed up in front of him.¬
"Love you and your car." She said this when he put her briefcase in the back box.¬ "But I always wanna have a black car, you know, I love the color of your hair." He smiled as usually when telling her this.¬
"When I changed it into dark brown last year, I was thinking if you would still like me or not." She said.¬
"You can change something for some time only, but something you have is never able to be changed. That's the truly beautiful part of you indeed in fact." He answered.¬
She went to the bathroom to take a long-time shower after the long journey when he was cooking for her in the kitchen. The house was neither too big nor too small in size and it's very clean everywhere. There was the smell of flowers all around.¬ Later when she came out of the bathroom, the house had been full of delicious taste. When she sat down besides the table, she couldn't help herself clapping cos it's kind of art work more than food making. When he watched her eating in an enjoyable way, she asked him, "Why don't you have some as well?" ¬
"It's only for you. I would love to see you all the way." He said as a perfect man. He put his hands beneath his chin with his charming smile on his face. His smile was just like a flower of love in his fingers.¬
She cleaned the dishes when he went to the bathroom. Later on he came out and put the DVD player on and they watched some movies together. He kissed her before he left his room and went to the guest room. In her dreams that night they were watching sunset together near the sea while he stayed up the whole night awake. For him, she was absolutely the best gift that god had brought to him. He knew that he never deserved her love cos he had done anything for her. She loved him much more than he did to her. These made him scared and feel guilty and not confident. If you get something or somebody too easily, you will have to worry about that you might lose them any time.¬
Early in the morning, she woke up and found herself alone in his room. She thought he just got up before her, so she called his name around the house. He heard her voice when he just fell asleep. "I am here." He answered and walked out to the waiting-room. “Did you sleep well last night? Are you hungry now?" "Yeah. Of course. I dreamt about you again. But I am not really hungry yet. Just a little bit. How about you?" "I am just in front of you now, so you don’t have to see me in dreams only. I am feeling starving now. Here is some bread and milk." He went to the kitchen and found out all these things to eat usually for breakfast in the west. "I would love to drink milk but I don’t like bread at all." She said. "All right. Get dressed and let's go out now, ok?" He talked to her gently and she felt herself melt in his softness. She nodded her head lightly and went back to his room.¬
The weather that day was extremely sunny and clean which was a big surprise for her. "Isn't it strange to enjoy so good air here?" She questioned when they walked on the street. "It's the biggest welcome for my young lady from another world." He said, putting on his black coat a little bit up head.¬
"Thank you so much, LD!" She put her hands around her mouth pretending to shout but in fact only two of them heard what she was saying.¬
They found a Chinese restaurant near his house and ordered some traditional dishes.¬
"Have you been here before? Do you always come here?" She asked him when waiting for the dishes.¬
"Not so much before. But I guess I will come more and more later." He said with a sweet but small smile even deeply in his heart he was not sure at all. He didn't know if he would come over someday just for memory or unconsciously. He wanted to remember her, for her pure and deep love; on the other hand, he didn't wanna think of her again cos it would surely make him feel hurt.¬
"Hmmmm, all these things taste so good. I should have come more often before. They are almost new and fresh to me." He said and enjoyed.¬
"Like me?" She suddenly spoke such sad things which made him feel shocked at one point. Immediately she began to feel regret cos he moved on to keep silent like usual. She knew exactly that he was never good at commitment so he never promised her anything. Maybe it's the only thing she couldn't blame on him, she thought, it's my choice and destiny. I am followed by my own desire. It's nothing to do with him. Moreover, he is trying to be nice polite and pitiful to me.¬
He advised to drive her around the city or even the country to show her around even he knew that he was actually the only precious thing there for her. She cared nothing else but him and that's why she was here for him. So she just said, can we just walk around, you and me? ¬
They took a lot of photos around even the scenery was terrible then. She tried to smile but there was still invisible sadness inside her blood and it's her painful pleasure. ¬
Time passed so fast and each hour with him flies like a flash just in one second. They drunk a little in a bar at noon and continued walking in the afternoon. He told her a lot of things on the way, about the city and the country, about his childhood, about his college; about his work...She got to know him more and better. ¬
Evening came finally and she told him how much she loved him since the day she met him and what things she had done for him. She took out the present in her pocket which she made by hand in 3 months day by day night by night point by point with both his name and her name on. It was the picture of two cute pigs being together holding hands together with lights on. She cried out tears at last and her eyes were wet as well. He held her tightly in his arms and kissed her. She hugged him as well and kissed him back. His tongue was warm and wet in her ears and her hair got messed by his lips. They came into a taxi home and she put her head in his chest while he put her inside his black warm coat with his temperature around her. He opened the door in the dark and immediately caught her in his arms. He carried her to his bedroom and threw her to his bed. He took off his black coat and dropped it on the floor and rushed to the bed. He kissed her neck hardly and at the same time he moved her clothes as well. Her fingers were around his back and then he was naked. He bite her skin sometimes which made her feel that he really did care about her and he wanted to make some marks on her. "Baby, am I too small for you?" she asked him unconfidently when he moved on kissing down. "No, not at all. I will make you grow." He answered in a hurry and continued with the hard but happy love work.¬
After he came into her, she cried out again, but in happiness this time. Cos she realized her dream in the end and it would be the forever memory for her. Her blood was also left on his clean white bed when he turned the lights on and wanted to go to the bathroom.¬
"Do you need a pill to stop being pregnant?" He asked in a surprising voice. Though he knew that it was her first time, he still thought he was too young. Even he knew that there was a little possibility between them, at then he would never know that maybe they would never meet again.¬
"No, my love. I would like to keep it." She said.¬
"We can still have one later." He said.¬
"It's ok for me now." She said when she was thinking, it's enough for Me.
"What are you gonna do tomorrow then? Where do you wanna go or who do you wanna see?" He changed the subject when he came back.¬
"Anything with you. You say it." She said, trying to hide her sadness.¬
"Hmmmm, let me think. I will tell you tomorrow morning." He made a funny expression when saying this to her.¬
"Night night." She went to the bathroom and closed the door.¬
He fell asleep easily that night and he dreamt about his kid. It's a lovely boy and he came to find his father when he grew up. Before that, they never met or knew each other at all.¬
She went to the guest room this time but she couldn't fall asleep. Will you make love to me all night till sunrise if you know that I am gonna leave tomorrow morning? Her grandpa came to pick her up at 4 o'clock when he was still in his future dreams. His face looked very serious when she went to his bedroom. However, there was a big smile after she kissed his cheek and head.¬
She left the house quietly and said goodbye to him silently inside her heart.¬
Sometimes she considers herself as a deep destiny-truster. She knew exactly what she wanted to get from him since the day she met him. She was sure of the ending. She believes that love only exists once in a lifetime the most and when she misses him, she will never meet the chance again. She has to get married cos it's the true life even her love has been dead long time ago.¬
The plane flies to the blue sky and wind is blowing outside the window. 14 hours have lost forever but everything is worthwhile since she has been together with him for 22 hours.¬
(The End)¬