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The Guy Who Smiled at Me

5/25/2009 4:41 am

He was the first boy in the world who smiled at me when I felt lonely. I came to this city from far away that time. Everything was new for me. I knew nothing about it and nobody here knew me. I went to class alone again that day. When I was about to get into the elevator when he waved his hands to me and smiled. He was tall and handsome with a pair of glasses on his nose. I said hi to him and we bot went inside. I could feel that my cold heart beating around my cold blood. He looked quite like the one who raped me when I was young and it made me remember everything about him. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. When I heard a voice saying that"lets go", I knew that I was taken back to reality. Yes, he was my classmate then, even I didnt know that before.
Every night we would talk online in a group whose members were almost our classmates. One of them kept on trying to contact with me. There was a guy I didnt like or even hate the first day we were having classes together. He touched me from the back and asked a lot of private questions like checking out my history. He was short fat and ugly guy. Everytime he would sit besides me or behind me which made me very fearful and dirty. I never knew his name. I thought the guy who always talked to me online was him. Therefore I had never been too good to him. I mean just hi and goodbye, how r u, things like that, nothing further more.
But one day when I asked my other classmates about them, their names in real, I thought I made a big mistake. Cos I had taken them as each other. Then I began to be more warmer to him, the boy whom I might have missed in my life. But he seemed to change after then and no more chat with more like before. I knew that maybe I really lost him, even I had never got him as mine.
However, one day he suddenly sat besides me, telling me about another story, like nothing to do with him. He asked me to be with that short fat and ugly boy, which made me very angry and shameful. Was I meaning nothing to u? I asked him back when tears ran down my face. U know that I had put sb in my heart, but he would never understand that. I escaped from him and ran away from the room after class. He followed me outside and pulled me over. I kept on crying and he held me around his arms. I beat his back and shoulder hardly at first, but gradually I slowed down when his hot lips kissed my tears. I held him tightly and kissed him back. He said that he loved me when he kissed my ears. "U know that I liked u since the first day u smiled at me." I told him after that and he said that he didnt know then. He thought I was not interested in him at all. Anyway, we are together now. We both agreed with that.

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