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I woke up this morning with an unusual appearance of my most loved but late grandma. She passed away nine years ago and I think I was the most disturbed of her demise. She was my favorite all the time while she was alive. Now, she appears only when I unknowingly think of her. The dream that woke me up this morning was photographic. She sat there completely aware of my presence. I walk in to find her smiling at me. I stand there motionless thinking to myself that she cannot be alive. The arrested senses cannot believe what the eyes are seeing. Next thing I know, she blesses me while I am at her feet weeping like a small boy. I cried because I missed her a lot all this while. I cried because she loved me unconditionally. And then I wake up in reality to see the rays of the sun light up the sky. And from that moment, I have barely spoken. Don’t know how long I will be violently silent….. I miss her a lot…. |
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 6/14/2009 1:17 am |
I understand you, I have a similar thing with my father. It is good when in the dreams he is healthy and smiles. Good that she came to you like that.
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6/14/2009 6:01 am |
I understand you, I have a similar thing with my father. It is good when in the dreams he is healthy and smiles. Good that she came to you like that.
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6/14/2009 10:58 am |
yeah she did come to me, but i lost to ask the significance of her appearance... as i believe in signs a lot, i dont get the reason why i cried, why did she bless me??? whats the significance.... still silent with her thoughts .... thanks for dropping by beta... 
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6/15/2009 3:57 am |
you cried because this time she was there to comfort and bless you as she did when she was with you before. A bless doesn't have a meaning but effect
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6/16/2009 1:09 am |
can relate to ur post. been dreaming of my grandparents everytime im stress with work or when my bday or their bdays were coming. but one thing i like about it was that its always a happy occasion where everyone was laughing and enjoying the occasion with them just like when there still alive. but then u will feel the pain and sadness after u realized that its just a dream. i grew up with my grandma so u can see how painful it was for me. and yes, till now i still feel that sadness but knowing that they were in the heavenly place where there's no pain and no words that says goodbye. thus, we just have to accept it. ur dream or my dream only shows that they were there guiding us and that they want to us to know that they were okay. wow, writing this post made me teary eyed. cheer up and cheers tj! "Running In Heels..." 
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6/16/2009 4:12 am |
can relate to ur post. been dreaming of my grandparents everytime im stress with work or when my bday or their bdays were coming. but one thing i like about it was that its always a happy occasion where everyone was laughing and enjoying the occasion with them just like when there still alive. but then u will feel the pain and sadness after u realized that its just a dream. i grew up with my grandma so u can see how painful it was for me. and yes, till now i still feel that sadness but knowing that they were in the heavenly place where there's no pain and no words that says goodbye. thus, we just have to accept it. ur dream or my dream only shows that they were there guiding us and that they want to us to know that they were okay. wow, writing this post made me teary eyed. cheer up and cheers tj!yes, you are right... they are here to guide us... she did that while she was alive and she is doing it even now... wise words daphne... and dont you spoil that smile of yours by shedding a tear or two... cheers...
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